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♥insight beauty function @ grand kampar♥

Wednesday, December 9, 2009 ( 9:27 AM )

insight beauty..has a grand opening for their new branch at kampar town..

i attended..with housemate yyvonne...

to see whether theres something for me to kearn or not..

and..i have to settle my face prob..pimples filling in d area..>.<

too sensitive d my skin..SOS!!!

so..insight..

they're totally not changing your inside..but appearance outside..lol

they've lotsa promotion held on dat night..

personal makeup lessons for rm490+..

personal makeup + image lessons for rm680+

facial treatment for rm68..

im interested in the first n d third one..haha..

but..money prob..n i chose the 3rd one..

d first one..leave it beyond..=p

shes sannda..one of d beautician of insight..

she waqs d emcee for d function too..

n shes d one who asked me there..

shes nice n friendly..

i love her laughter especially..

and..there was a touch up session..

von is wait upon by d one n only lengzai beautician..lol

okie..for me..

can u see the changes on my face?

before touching up...(hate my pimples>.<)

after touch up..herher..

am i looks fierce?

shaved my eyebrown..

its d light make up only..

unsatisfy..lol..

cuz they're all rushing for time..

so..just touch up a lil part for us only..

***THE END***

♥love is all around...♥

Monday, December 7, 2009 ( 3:17 PM )

有人说，

和一个人在一起多久，就必须要用同等的时间来忘记他。

爱一个人，

你可以搬出九十九个理由。

但要忘记一个人，

只要一个理由就够了。

如果。。。

真的让我找到那个理由，

那会是什么呢？

是一个变心的男人？

还是一个幼稚天真的女生？

这些。。。都只解释了人的不完美。。。

还有上帝完美而伟大的爱。

But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.

---Romans 5:8

♥♥

Friday, December 4, 2009 ( 10:46 AM )

end of degree in BA year 1 sem 2..

study week start..

STUDY MODE : ON

someone..and some lil thingy..

pacing up and down in my mind..

it might be a mistake..

i mean..

im glad i made the mistake..=)

THINGS SHOULDN'T BE DENIED IN REALITY..

and..guess what?

im innocent enough..

to hoping that..

DREAMS..still COME TRUE..

thank God..

for giving me the chance to grow up..

building up my stronger spirit..

you know who am i..?

X.O.X.O

♥utar model photo shooting♥

Thursday, December 3, 2009 ( 12:34 AM )

coleen~shes one of the utar model contestant..

i've assisted OCC to captured her..for the contest..

its a home studio photo taking..

and im glad dat i was able o have such experien

ce since im fever in photo

graphy..wahaha..

thanks to OCC for giving me this chance..

and hes really a good teacher..pro n kind enough..

still expecting for learning everything from him but..no much time d..

hes going to graduate anyway..=(

coleen..shes pretty..tall..skinny..with dark but shinny skin..

friendly and possie..

its good working with her..

i've stolen some of her pic..*evil*

these are some of my maiden work..

which OCC taught me how to capture in the right angle..(without any editing)

and this is which i edited..

shhh..she said its private and confidential..>.<

shes a pretty sexy cat~

anyway..i hope i did helped up in this photo session..

and she'll get good result in return..=)

good luck to all~!

♥♥

Tuesday, December 1, 2009 ( 7:07 PM )

stay tuned for the photos i shoot in slr~!

my maiden work!!

x.o.x.o

♥4mares in once..♥

( 6:42 PM )

1st of dec 2009..

it's unfortune to announce that i had a tiring night..

4dreams crushed on my mind..

which made me so so so tired...

1.im inside a church's fren car..it was a KANCIL..and i was died in the accident in the car..

im wodering..y i always dream about how i die?its scary n weird feeling inside..

i read an article saying dat when u drem urself in dead..

means..u feel lost n unstable n lack on confidence in your life..

TRUE~regret to say dat..=(

2.an unknown guy in our uni..

n i called him "canon guy"..

suddenly visit me in my dreamland..

so funny..i just met him in our uni..and i dun even know his name..

but he just crush in here..

whats the hint?any idea?haha..

3.i attend church service..

and a pastor talked to me..

he praise me for working for God..

and...i duno who is HIM..haha..

just..a weird dream..n d only nice dream..

4.a regular visitor..who always visit me in my dreamland..

yes..he came again..

just a short flash..

nothing to say about it..

i also duno wad shold i feel about that..hmm...

GOD..i pray that..i wont have insomnia tonight..

protect me to have a peaceful night..

without any tiring dreams..

just wants to rest well in this busy week..

AMEN~!=)

♥神是爱♥

Thursday, November 19, 2009 ( 10:52 PM )

♥hes talented♥

Tuesday, November 17, 2009 ( 11:08 PM )

i think most of us heard about namewee..

hes a 'hero"..lol..

yea..he really published out alot of issues and his own thinking..

he can sing..he can compose songs..

hes gifted a great talent..

i currently found out one of his song..--麻玻的情歌

he used up a very sentimental melody which full with romance..

but..theres a but..

the lyrics are !@#$%^&*...

u can say so..but..u cant totally ignore about d lyrics..

i think that it is kinda perfect about d creative and matching with the song..

the melody keep on playing in my mind once i heard that..

but it present d sentiments and feelings in a different picture..

for me..its a really sweet song..

i believe that he can create nice songs if hes willing too..

he lotsa idea..

hes talented!

n this..is his blog...

http://www.namewee.blogspot.com/

and this is the song...

i've edited d chorus part..

but i dun think its good..

just random one..=)

♥task one completed!♥

Sunday, November 15, 2009 ( 6:57 PM )

tiring tiring..

finished mid term..but its not time to relax yet..>.<

tutor add one one more task for me again..another small presentation on leadership and team building..

a resume for english..

aikz..

so many things need to do..

time to clean my room again too..

hmm..nvm..

i can do it! =)

these are our hotel assignment~

search so long for the nice view picture..lol

pay quite a lot of effort on it..

but..careless mistakes still there..grammar mistakes..

grrkkk..hope it wont ruin everything..

mid term mid term..

both subjects need alot of memorizing all the theories..

huh..i hate memorizing..

degree paper is reali not dat easy as foundation..

i just hope i wont fail la..

haiz..somemore missed d chuch anni dinner at grand kampar hotel..>.<

geram!everyone watched 2012 d..

im goin to watch!must watch!!!

oh ya..ignore about the pimples on my face..

lack of sleep brings them to me..

n the most important thing is...i have another new tooth growing again!

urghh~~too much of calcium?

dats y pimples la..haiz..

im goin to have a small operation on it..(when i got time la)

haiz..kinda scared man..

anyway..i've got a relaxation time right after my test this morning..

having a brunch and a game..spending a little bit of time on it..

hmm..kinda satisfied..

its like such a long time never release out everything..

during d pack time..its lk many things came to my mind..

many of the thought dat i'd like to share..

in the future..haha..

just wait for my update ba~!

but canot tahan d ler..whole mouth teeth is making me mad!!

so..whats next after this??

hmmm....busy mode is still onnnnnnnnnnnnnn~~=(

♥♥

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 ( 9:47 AM )

tasks to complete for this week:

1. consumer behavior test

2. leadership and team building test

3. english for mabagement assignment

4. consumer behavior presentation

tasks to complete next week:

1. english for management quiz

2. english for management individual presentation

busy mode:on

♥♥

Wednesday, November 4, 2009 ( 2:28 PM )

♥this is it♥

Monday, November 2, 2009 ( 9:58 PM )

went back to taiping last weekend..

kinda rush..

but i did spend time for a movie -- "this is it"

not really a movie..

its mr.MJ's musical rehearsal video..

fri night..

drove out with my bros n 2 frens..

n just wanted to watch d brilliant work of mr.MJ..

its kinda touching..

mr.MJ..hes love music alots..

i realize that he got a big palm..

that will non stop moving when the music sound..

his passion of music..

he is too creative and sensitive to everything..

though it is just a rehearsal..but everything tend to be sooooo perfect..

but he is still humble and never show any bad feelings to others..

his vocal tend to be so perfect but he can still non stop jumping and dancing ALL THE TIME!!

and he never gasp for air after that..never!

i admire him..

he got a lovely heart too..

"god bless you"..a sentence that he said to everyone most of the time..

and i like the part of he wrote a song for our planet..

it was so beautiful..so nice..so touching...

and this is the bassist..

she can play it sooooo WELL!!

i like her performance!!

the song i love the most from MJ is "you are not alone"

its a yearly song..

but it is too meaningful..

i think i first heard it when i was a little girl..

my uncle played that..

and this song..sometimes did become my medicine..

it reminds me that im not alone..

there'll be someone there..

waiting for me..

and i hope..its YOU...

REST IN PEACE,MR.MJ!

i solute you!!

"LOVE LIVES FORVER"

♥i will never give up...♥

Thursday, October 29, 2009 ( 9:14 PM )

today is definitely a bad day for me..

i hate all my effort all my love all my feelings being ignore..

babe..i know you all might be not purposely..

but it really hurts..

how could you think dat it wont hurt me at all?

im not robot or super woman..

im either have my own thinking and feelings..

i dun expect u all treat me the same as me..

i dun expect u all rebate me anything..

i just hope i can be treaten as part of u all..

i love u all..

i dun meant to get mad in front of u all..

but i..just hurt..

im so frustrated..

y my effort are all nothing to everyone?

im so disappointed..

but after so many disappointment...

i know dat..its something i have to learn..

something that GOD want me to learn..

its a lesson..

no!im not gving up now!

im jia xin!

n ying..

i miss you..thank you for being dat supportive whenever i need you..

muacks!

XXX...i miss you badly..

i promise you'll be in my mind forever..i love you...

about d dress in those picture..

it was taken in the fitting room..

i kinda like it but i din buy them..reason?

its a little too sexy for me..

i dun think i suit dis kind of dress..

maybe you can say im too old traditional..

but..i just wana be like me..

***END***

♥突然好想你♥

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 ( 8:27 PM )

its been so long..

i never shed a tear..

until.....

i heard this song..

五月天-突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息

its 100% describing my feelings..

tears rolling inside my eyes..never fall down..

m i tougher?

but somethings pulling me down..n down...

i need to cry!yes i do..

its time to release out..

its time to let it go again..

sing into my heart..cry out of my heart..

somebody..rescue me..?

♥1st sunday in my 2nd sem..♥

Sunday, October 25, 2009 ( 9:57 PM )

weekends..wad a boring weekend for me..

1st week still nothing much to do..

so i went for a jog..alone..

hehe..

not for the first time..

its nice to jog alone too..

can run as ur own speed..

can see things..

can listen music..

can think alots..

anyway..today is a fine day..

i jog d one and a half rounds of westlake..keke..

my target is 2 rounds..mission!=p

have to learn to protect myself since nobody protect me..lol

nola..its a good training for me..

can upgrade my skills too..hehe..

BUT..ish..

my anemia..

still there..

i feel damn dizzy after running for a round..

after reach home..

i cant tahan anymore n get a cup of sugar and regain my energy..

finally feel better after that..

im going to cope with dat!

duwan everytime run also will dizzy..>.<

feel so weak!

im going to be strong!im going to be a tough woman!!!

u'll find out dat..

this is my legs' structure..lol

i walk lkdat..

at night..went out for dinner with housemates..

after dinner..we saw a group of ppl were having a drama shooting!

omg!1st time seeing ppl shooting drama..

excited man!

duno y dey choose kampar old town oso..

and den v decided to find out..

oooo~dey r taking a kampung style scene..

d actors suit lk kampung kampung style..

who were them?

haha..dey looks familiar..

but duno wads their name..ah beng?or ah seng?=p

malaysian actors..

and den i kepo..

"erm..excuse me..what drama is dis?"

and a helper ans me

"a astro drama.."

"ooo..whats s name?"

---showing me a "x" action---

"duno?"

"cannot be told.."

ish...

act mistery sumore..lol

dey take quite a long time shooting a scene..

fews take from different angle..

and den change angle..

set up everythying..

den repeat everything again..

whoa~how much time dey need to complete d drama?*wondering*

dats d director..sitting in front of d monitor..

d actors..

gt 2 looks familiar..

but duno wads their name..

n one of d camera man is a foreign guy..

not bad huh..lol

wana know whether i got go in the scene or not?

haha!

stay tuned on astro la!

X.O.X.O

♥♥

Thursday, October 22, 2009 ( 10:07 PM )

hmm..nothing special with this post..

just to update some of the pictures..

what i can say is..im satisfied with my life now..

and im wanting to make it better!

some of the feeings..show it out you can change many things..

but some of the feelings..you're forced to keep it deep down inside..

love life~

♥new skill♥

Sunday, October 18, 2009 ( 10:07 PM )

during hols..

i've upgrade my singing skills..

i learnt something new..

i wanted to find out what is actually my sound's characteristics..

but i duno y i cant hear anything..>.<

wish i could find out someday..

let me show you what i've learnt..

song:对不起

我看见你脸上的皱纹是你曾为我付出的见证

我看见你头上的白发一丝一丝都显伟大

我承认有时我不听话上头你的心却又不知道

我知道我常放纵自己盼望你能够原谅

是我的任性让你伤了心是我的悖逆让你在哭泣

是我的不小心惹你的气我却又不知如何说对不起

我知道爸爸你为我劳心我知道妈妈你为我艰辛

我只想告诉你我的感激轻轻地对你说我真的爱你

我只想告诉你我的感激轻轻地对你说愿上帝祝福你

technique applied:soft and smooth voice..need not to applied too much skills for this song..

this is the first time i sing and play keyboard by myself..its been years i din touch my keyboard and piano d..obviously,improvement is needed..=p

song:月光手札

青春是窗边那份月光手札

遇见你至千至夜也无暇

曾经的夜里你会点灯开始写她

用世上最清脆温柔的笔画

你不爱了吧所以渐渐的将笔搁下

只剩我一个人傻傻

在月光下静静翻阅那些话

爱不爱我你都懒得回答

原来我付出的年华只换到你的潇洒

我的愿望奢侈吗

就算只是一小束花

爱不爱我你都懒得回答

我的眼泪你也慢慢别过头不再去擦

我是一把无奈的雪花

漫步在你给的炎夏

technique applied:still soft vocal..but add in真假音转换和低气音的控制

eee..the lower pitch is not so reach..=p

song:记得

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

technique applied:声音的浑厚度加上装饰音,拉长音的稳定度,中期的运用.

but i think i failed this song..im not satisfied with it..>.<

i need more improvement..

anyone can help me to find out my vocal characteristics?

comment is needed for more improvement! =)

♥end of the y1s1 hols..=(♥

( 2:17 PM )

eee...end of my year1 sem1 semester break d..

haiz..gona back to kampar again..

i dun feel like studyng since i get a bad result after so much stress and har works..

its so depressing..

but i have to chang emyself..

i think mybe i used the wrong method to study d..

hmm..im gonna pay more attention n focus on my study life..

so..what i did at the end of my hols?

i went to sia house at taiping villa again..

its big enough..i curled her hair and also mine..and then we went to sing k..

nobody else..just we two..

its the first time she sing in the k..

thats d changes she've made after she got a singing guy..=)

after that..i did attend hua thiam's birthday gathering too..

frankly..its d coldest wedding i've attend..lol

but its ok la..

just take about an hour..=p

he said dis is the first birthday party for him..

hmm..no comment..=p

anyway..happy 19th to him..

and..dis funny guy(njw) is acting there..lk he always do..=.=

day before i back to kampar..

an outing with sigina,oggy and alyssa..

we went mcd again..lol

and oso sing k..

peace with d sundae cone!

driver..no eating!!=p

mouth is not big enough to swollen it..lol

ater that..i went to fga for ka lok's birthday celebration..

long time din go d..

d first feeling is..im old there..>.<

haha..but we have fun too..

playing true or dare and they gave him a surprise then..

there are some pics on my facebook to view..

and this is the family photo..

dun spot in my face..>.<

saturday..back to kampar with oggy and pui mun(she just came play)

the mood is definitely down on that day..

im gonna miss my huggie..

my little bro and my family too..XOXOXOXOXOXO

new sem..another new start for me!

pray for me!!=)

♥all in one♥

Wednesday, October 7, 2009 ( 1:17 PM )

elo~buddy!
im back to my blog..
holidays at taiping..but house internet rosak..>.<

lets start update my blog with exam period...
2weeks days..with a pair of panda eyes..pimples on my face..
studying late at nights with housemates..
craps together..
eat together..
we enjoyed ourselves in stress..herher..
i stress until i cant wake up in the morning for my first paper..
it was my first time..
n its my last time man!

im not gonna repeat the same mistake again!never!>.<

and..i cant even sleep nicely in the night..

luckily..i got my eye shade with mie..hehe..loves..

5papers in 2weeks..but its all over!!!=p

after all..went kl n genting..

overall..theres tears and fun part all along the trip..

so what?its time for releasing out the stress wert..;)

i did enjoyed the time buddy..thanks!muacks!

oou~back to taiping..

mooncake festival is coming!

hmm..night before the day..

ah tong and kheng sang ask for a meeting..

hmm..don't feel like going out but bro ask to fetch him to lake garden..

n so..yea..meet up with them but i doesn't know they are going to lake garden too..>.<

im not feeling to go there..

scared of the memories get into my mind..?think so..

hmm..

this year..no candles..no couple..and no foto capture for me..

mid-term festical that night..

steambot with family..

and went to a special place--sentosa villa!

gosh!its soooo nice!

thats my bro's friend birthday party..

themillionaire's son..

and the villa is belongs to his family..gosh..love there..

back to my home sweet home..

sleep as long as i can..

watch movie as much as i can..

read bible and some books..

upgrade some of my skills..

im gonna make this holidays a full one!!!

♥♥

Sunday, September 27, 2009 ( 12:18 AM )

exam mode : OFF

holidays mode : ON

Green scarf girl is having her holidays finally!!

yee pee!

but no time to update d post during d finals..

i'll get to update soon..

;)

take care my frens!n..

see ya next sem!=p

X.O.X.O

♥a warn for myself♥

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 ( 10:59 AM )

warning!!!

lee jia xin!

he is not a good guy!

do not fall for him!!!

no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now what you have to do is focus on your study!!

and walk in God!!

build everything as perfect as you can!

then you'll have the best future!

no worries!!!!!

♥♥

Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ( 10:27 PM )

STRESS!!

im totally pissed off with my days..

friendship?!

love matter?!

finals?!

what the hell is going on?

few drops of rain already bring sickness to me!gosh!

y cant i choose my life?

what am i if iwasn't me?

y i cant delete the 3years time in my mind just to give up some spaces for the formulae?

i hate it!i hate missing him!

no!im not gonna miss him again!!

screw the world!!!

exam mode is on

missJ

♥signing off♥

Sunday, September 6, 2009 ( 12:21 AM )

wars started today..

i'll be having my study week for my finals at taiping..

5 papers to end my BBA year 1 sem 1..

gonna leave my blog dead til i back to kampar..

i hope i can control myself not to blog,on fb,edit photos durins d exam period..

so guys..stay tuned and do take care..

i'll be right back! ;)

signing off

with loves...

X.O.X.O

♥im shopaholic-the GREEN scarf girl♥

Saturday, September 5, 2009 ( 12:50 PM )

what a pack week for me!!
haha..everynight have luxuries dinner!!lol
start from the monday..
we 3 girls again..
went kfc with another fren with car..
went to old town kampar just for d kfc dinner..wahaha..=p

tuesday night..planned for the dteambot but end up to Mcd at medan gopeng..
why?
haha..because the restaurant have a ady off lo..
crazy man!!took 45mins car hourney to medan gopeng just for mcD..haha

okay..wednesday night..
dong dong was not resigned to eat d steambot..
and finally..we had 4hours steambot + sizzling plate..
which cause us RM18 per person..
gosh..im the only rugi one..
cause can't eat all the seafoods..
due to my 'angpau legs'..>.<>

thursday..lol..the sudden decision to ipoh again..
just for a scarf as present for an unknown..=p
we rushed there in the evening..
and i've became the green scarf girl!!ya..i admit..im shopaholic..lol
planned not to buy anything originally..
din't bring much cash there just to control my addiction..
but who knows?
my account appeared rm7000 inside suddenly!
PTPTN loan has bamked in to me!!
lol..im rich..so whats next?
we took dinner at a japanese restaurant..
luxuries again..haha..

shes cute with the "whats going on" face..=p

friday..no luxuries dinner..

but i spent rm160 for the hair part..eee...=p

last but not least..=p saturday night..

a sudden decision by jeff..

lol..went ipoh for "nga choi gai"!

thats considered as a housemate outing..

with jos,jeff,tayshawn..and plus an outsider,henry..

its kinda tiring cause i din prepare anything to go..

and i notyet pack my books since im going back at the next morning..

and im here to blog again la..=p

so guys..thats my pack week with alots of luxuries la..

hehe..no next time..promised..=p
see how i enjoy life ya..=))
oh nonono..finals around the corner..
i haven start any revision yet..
its time to do so..=p
FIGHTING!!

♥trustworthy - rainy friendship,thunderstorms coming♥

( 11:51 AM )

its been 11years..and i still cant gain your trusting..

i cried till my eyes swollen..

i treasure our relationship day by day..

i thought its growing more and more tougher each and everyday..

i never disappointed in you..

until today..

i lost my confidence..

what a lie?

and its just sorry from you?

it already break my heart..

i knew it!i knew it earlie!

i know theres something u kept away from me..

i keep on asking..

and u keep on avoiding..

i share everything with you..
but do you?

you just take it as granted?

i said before..

i'll pray for you if i care..

i really do..

you're still my best best buddy ever..

we've grown up together..
and i have to be more mature to handle all this..

don't screw it up again..

don't betray me agian..

liar liar..pants on fire..

♥tagged♥

Friday, September 4, 2009 ( 12:32 AM )

♥個人題- 10 題♥
01 你叫什么 : Jxin
03 你的綽號: Jcka
04 你的星座: Taurus
05 你是男還是女：Female
06 你幾歲：19
07 你住哪裡：Taiping
08 你現在的學校 : UTAR Kampar
09 你有沒有手機 : Yup
10 承上，那是多少：2 until now..what a sad case...=(

♥朋友題 - 10 題♥
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: Shi Ying(its been 11years..im proud of it..^^)
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）: -no specific one- (i should love my enemies??? *nod nod*)

♥情題 - 10 題♥
21 你有沒有喜歡的人: yup..i love him..
23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半：thats not what i can decide..everythings in God's hands..=)
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：my record-Never!! =p
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：eee...Never record..=p
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：i think hes the one and the only one..(until now)
27 你現在有另一半嗎: nope.n i enjoy my single life..(at least for now..)
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：oh no~!thats a sin..counsel is needed for her i think..
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 :it won't happen..but i'll just leave it to God..=)
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人: i love..because He(Jesus) first love me..
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎: soulmate?i don'y know hes the one or not??
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎: dah~~*juling mata*
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎: yupp..never mention that both of our hands sweat..=p
34 是誰，你們什麼關係: the EX.
35 現在有人在追你嗎：none =(

♥混合題 - 10 題♥
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：depends on the reason.but for sure..i'll cry like a wild child..
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：pray for her..if i really care for her
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：change myself?or change her?
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎: nope."never abandon your family"
40 你上課認真嗎 : depends on what subject..nope for business law..=.=
41 你功課好不好：not good but yet not too bad..=p
42 你开电腦都在幹嘛:msn?blogging?fb?photo editing?movie?
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: unknown
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: unknown

♥兇手題 - 10 題♥
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：Nancy Lau Hui Sia
46 这個人對你好不好：we're not that close lately..n i did sad about this..i care!
47 這個人是你的誰：Real babes
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎： i love her with my true heart
49 你們認識多久了： its been EIGHT years..
50 這個人是怎樣的人：shes lovely most of the time..
51 這個人正／帥嗎： shes sweet and you can find love inside her eyes
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过：ya..we've gone through alots of sweet and sour..(in friendship la)
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办：ot will never happen..lol

♥聯想題 - 10 題♥
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：*blank*
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰: my Prince!n..leehom?"B square"?"OA"?(haha..secret..ask me personaly)
58 說到憨你會想到誰: “安德鲁”&“鲁广仲”
59 說到痴你會想到誰: Jessica Lee Jia Xin..>.<

60 說到暗戀你會想到誰: myself..?

61 說到出去玩你會想到誰: woohoo!!my babes!lets shop shop shop!!

62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰: 鬼？i dun think theres such 'person' in my mind..=p

63 說到傻子你會想到誰: im always the foolish one..

64 說到笑點低你會想到誰: "dong dong"

65 說到愛笑你會想到誰: " yong yong"

♥學校題 - 11 題♥

66 你的班導是誰 : no specific one

67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：No specific one

68 你最喜歡的老師是誰: ms.chin,mrs.Ooi,ms.Loke

70 你的英文好嗎: not good but yet not too bad

71 你的體育好嗎: i jog to keep fit!! =p

72 你的数学好么: average good

73 你喜不喜歡你的校長：Nope..but maybe in the other way round

74 你的學校好看嗎: yea..im grateful and i appreciate it

75 你的班級是：FBF BBA

76 你的班級在幾樓: whoa..Utar is too wide to be specifeid..=p

被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。

2.請老實的回答每一個問題。

3.不行擅自塗改題目。

4.寫完請點8位朋友，不可不點。

5.點完後請通知那8位朋友他被點到了。以下这几位，抱歉啦，你……被点到了^^

1.shi ying

2.yong yong

3.lin huey

4.jalen

5.ying sze

6.zhi ying

7.joyce

8.shirlyn

♥a strong thought♥

Thursday, September 3, 2009 ( 12:40 AM )

感情，也可以回收循环再用？

i got a very strong thought inside..

isit thats wad Jesus wanna tell me?

im still wondering..

but i still believe..

time prove evrything..

♥rojak post♥

Monday, August 31, 2009 ( 10:28 PM )

eee...my blogs dead for d past whole week..

hehe..was so busy for few stuff..lets start from d ptptn document submition day..

suppose..BBA course should handed on 19th 2p.m..

n so..four of us..(as usual..lol) headed to d hall at 11a.m right after our brunch..

we lined up sharp at 12p.m..from outside of buiding..

until 3p.m only we can hardly get in to d hall..

unfortunately..

d malays officer delay d procedure..n every one of us have to queue up again on the next morning at 8a.m..

OMG!!!we dun even expext dat it'll end up lkdis after we queue up for hours..>.<

fine..we went to uni at 7 in the next morning..n when we reached there..

its already crowded..phew~

luckily it din take up much time..

around 9a.m..we already settle up everything..thank God..=)

next..i atended a very special conference secretly..

its kinda big breakthrough for me..

for going alone from kampar to malcca all the way along..

i NEVER take bus alone..

due to some of the reason..

i just allowed to attend the last day conference..

but im do grateful dat i did it..finally..=)

although my parents object to let me go..

but i know..i have to go..

i need to have the revival and rebuilt mny passion..

n theres too many things for me..

dat i need to release out..

yes..i may need to take the risks..

i have to face many many difficalties n people in once..

i did confused n scared..

pray n pray n pray..

until i've nobody to seek to..

"small faith brings you to heavem;but big faith brings heaven to you"

yea..FLO told me that on the nite..

i totally understand it..

but i still scared n doubt to take the risks..

until the morning..my housemate encourage me to go..

n i know..ya..since im ready..

why not?

God wont disappoint me..

yeah!HE will NEVER!

so dats d plan..

i take d bus to kl on wed morning..

n i stayed a night at alyssa's apartment..

d point is..how am i going to 'survive' at puduraya alone?

gosh!i hate there alots n alots..

but thank God..

everything just come so smooth..

ying n say jun manage to fetch me up there..

n we have had a lunch at shabu-shabu..

herher..d food r just 'soso'..

not dat satisfied man..=p

n den..he send me back to lin huey's apartment..

den i have a rest n meet up with wei peng and ann chien..

we went for a tea at 'feeling cafe'..

owh~i like d cafe..

next..alyssa n susan bring me to timesquare..

with LRT..gosh..

i walkd for a long distance with my new shoes..oh no..

its kinda painful..

but we did have some fun n everyone bought some 'souvenier' there..

kiakaz..

thats d cutest part..

n den..we headed home at 9 n we called it a day..

tiring day..=p

n dats d fooling part during the night time..=p

ok..i cant sleep really well there frankly..

woke up 6 in the next morning..

cause say jun is coming to fetch me on 8 to rush the 9.30a.m bus..

my heart beats as fast as it can to show me d nervous..

taking bus alone is really freaking me alots..>.<

but i arrived malacca safely..=) with lots of angels protecting me..

n dats d camp..54C - Fight For Christ!!

i did have lots of fun there..

so many things to touch my heart..

so many thoughts came in to my mind..

i've got lots n lots of messages from God..

i enjoyed jumping high singing loud for Him..

dats so so soooooooooo awesome!!!

i feel so great..so warm to be with all d bros n sis in the whole family..

n yea..i met him..

with an open heart..but..

im totally disappointed with his reaction..

im like invisible for him..dun even wana look at me for once n treat me normally as a friend..?

i thought hes mature..

but i was so wrong..

hmm..but i did see his changes..

hes happy n enjoy his life in God's family..

dats d only great part i can see..=)

dah~enough for the 'him' part..

theres too many things i've get there..

anyone who r interested for my experience..text me or call me anytime will do..

i'd LOVE to share..so eagerly!!yes i am!!!XP

thats d cloudy sky when i woke up in the morning at the upmost of malacca's atmosphere..

i just feel d peace inside..

with the holy n calm spirit..

after d end of d camp..

i straight away back to kl at 3.30p.m..

meet up with ay jun again..

have burger king and a talk at kl central..

n thats d display there for d national day event..

took while waiting for alyssa n her frens arrive..

we took 9.45p.m ktm to bek to kampar..

yea..she stayed at my room..

lol..

she just came to visit her old classmate..

i just sponsore d bed for her..n she had her own plan n activities..

but yet..we did have nice talk..

(babe..u can talk to me anytime k..love to..(; )

n she went back to taiping at sat noon by ktm..

n i oso back tpg by ray's car in the evening..
n den..somthing did happened when i reached..

theres nobody home..

n i got no keys..

phoned mum only i know she went ipoh to let my bro have medical check up..

gosh..i was so down..

my dad left me d keys n went out again..

i breaks down right after dat..

i cried..asking God y it happened again?

y im alone here?

n HE answered me..

"not to give up n abandon your family..because you have faith..n i'll help you.."

dats d sound appeared in my mind for dat moment..

i stopped crying n guess wad?

my dad came back..

n we went to my neighbour's birthday party..

n i get d bigest angpau ever!!>.<
its been so long i never fall down..

n i never saw dat much of blood on my knee down to my leg..

its hurts me like hell man!!

i cant even walk nicely until now..

what funny is..

i almost dall down for so many times from kampar to kl..n to malacca..

n finally i fell down right in front of my house! =.='

so clumsy n ambarrass to fall down in front of so many people eh..

haiz..i just hope i wont get scar after dat..

pray for me..=(

n den..i fetch lin huey to accomp me to go hui sia's new house for giving her the present..

her house is like..OMG!!so classy n big enough for a family..envy man..lol

n after dat..i went to FGA to take my bottle from jesse..(i left it at malacca..careless huh..=p )

n he first saw i drive..haha..duno wad kind of feelings was it..

n lastly..a short yumcha sessiion..at KFC..lol

fetch up yong yong to join us..

n finally we rushed up at 10.30p.m

look at her..shes cute with dis expression..=)
hey dear..u looks good..b confidence with no makeups!!haha..
dats d busy but abundant week for me..=)