complex ceation which is faithfully made.

READ me and you'll know who i am and who am i.

you know you love me.

there there there..something very interesting during my moral class.
its class about agama.
so..for the introduction.lecturer do ask some question.

1.apakah agama anda?
some of the answers: "buddha" "hindu"

2.megapa?
"kerana family saya pun buddha"
"tak tahu"
"family"

3.jika anda diberi perluang untuk memilih agama,apa agama akan anda pilih?
"buddha juga" "hindu lo"

4.magapa?
"errr...tak tahu"
"suka lo"
"family ma"
"sudah biasa"

all the above are the conversations between the lecturer and the students in my class.
i've found out something very common among the midst.
and this happened to most of the so called "religion" i think.
first of all,they just tend to "believe" because they are born to "believe".
because of their family's belief.not by their own.
and next,they dont even know what is all about their religion.
they just follow blindly.totally BLIND.
when lecturer asked about their knowing about their religion.some of them just answered "kurang pasti" "kurang jelas" "tak tahu"
they dun even know who the "god" is.and what is the value and history in it.
they just used to seek god when they are in need.

yes i agree with lecturer who said this is not their fault.
but the culture itself.they never think deeply and really explore and study their belief.
and this is so different with what we are really believing.

1.we believe in God.because He has created us,and He love us and gave the son,Jesus to crucified on the cross for us because of our sins.
2.we have a relationship with God.we seek for his word.we seek for the righteousness and follow the way,the  commands.not just simply believing.
3.we pray and we gives thanks.not just we're in need.but its indeed and even every single thing.
4.we grow our faith spiritually.we repent and we praise Him for the holiness.we learn from the bible.not according to anyone.

i am really proud and i feel i am lucky because i chose the right way!
this is my believe!and its not a so called "religion".
it is a religion because people used to categorized it as a religion.
the relationship is the most "key" after all.

so..
what is your religion?



well..just met 5 youths from HOPE S'pore today.
they came for the mission trip.to inspire us the youth ministry.
they are MingYu(21), Zac(17), Esther(17), YiLing(17) and JunLin(18).
young hor?lol..
i really looks old..ahem..MATURE among them..lol..but this is not the main point la..hahas
erm..okay.i was really touched by their spirit.
we just simply listened to their short testimony during slm..
i almost give a tear that time.it was nothing big..but i just simply so touched by their passion and serving heart.
n they've inspired me that..God will bless different people in different ways..
it just go according to your faith.not by your background,age,nations,or anything He has put in your life.
and i really solute them that they can serve fully with their gifting and talents.
they're all already Life Group Leader in their unit.
just a 17 youth..is already leading 30 over people..WOW!~
a very good point mentioned by MingYu..God give us one talent,and you're expected to multiply it into two.
when you're given 5talents,you need to multiply it more.
thats the way you gain your gifting.and thats the way you can shine for God.
make ourself Christ-centered.live yourself a biblical and stunning life.

and another thing is about giving and investing in the Kingdom of God.
in other to say we give and bless others.we invest in God's Kingdom.
because we believe that God will multiply it.God is going to bless you in different ways.
this is the investment we made in Him,in His Kingdom,in His way,not by our own way.

i really thank God and appreciate these young bro n sis who willing to spend time with us.
they are really awesome.
i just see them so lenglui and lengchai when they're sharing.(not to say they're not handsome and pretty la..lol)
they just simply catch my eyes on them the time they shine.i am so much encouraged!

"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity."--1 Timothy 4:12


yes with faith we can do great thing!
with the Spirit we can gain victory!
whatever age you're now,God is putting you in different position.
yes!NIKE!(just do it!!!) ^^



哎哟~！尴尬呐~！
天啊，怎么办？
越来越不会处理这些事了啦~
哎哟~呼~！
谁来救救我啊？
lol..~
还是做回自己好了啦。。
其余的，不想烦，也不该烦，
因为掌权的还是祂！嘻嘻！
好啦，我要保持我喜乐的心！哇哈哈！！！





很好，你头也不回的走掉。
很好，你让我知道你后悔年少。
很好，让我拆开你的假面罩。
很好，我的心也死了。=）

觉得自己的心情已经不像以前了。
还看得很开，蛮不错的嘛！哈~
感谢神啦！不管如何，这是改变不了的事实，也是我生命的一部分了。
只想忘记背后，努力面前的。
乌拉巴哈！神赐我大大的力量！！！！^^



我这后人物阿，就是太过情绪化咯。
但是自从牧者的开导后，开始学习沟通这门功课咯。
我发现，在不同的社交圈子里，面对不同的人，要用不同的方式。

今天，感谢神！又是一个学习作业啦。
在面对太平的弟兄姐妹，不同于金宝的弟兄姐妹，是大家的相处方式。
曾经，怀疑过自己是否是他们的一群，所以特别小心处理自己的态度。
最害怕的，就是尴尬的时刻。天啊！哈~到现在还不懂怎么解决。=p
我试着用比较随心和自然的来与他们沟通，但最近发现，情况并没有好转。
一群人在相聚的时候，冷场的场面还会出现。
前天又开始思考自己是否在他们面前显得太幼稚。
（其实是因为我常碰壁。嘻！）
终于，一切的一切，在昨晚都分享出来了。

真的很感谢神，让我有机会坦白自己，并从中学习。
认真地，清楚地，知道了，有时候，不可以太在意别人对自己的看法，
重要的是神，如何看待你。还有凡事都县查问自己的态度。
因为我们都是罪人，我们没有停止学习的一刻。
因为“衪说我来是要召罪人悔改，不是召义人”。--路加福音5：32
我们也必须学会谦卑及委身，互相向弟兄姐妹学习。
教会这个大家庭，是最好训练自己的地方。
“凡自高的，必降为卑；自卑的，必升位高”--路加福音14：11

看来，还有很多很多等着我去领受哦！
期待中~哈！
我爱你们，我的弟兄姐妹们！=）




my 21st valentine's..what will it be?
lol..sadly i am alone..nobody date me out lar..lols
hmm..actually im hoping for a "healthy" date..
can fellowship..can do some exercise..can shopping..can chat..have fun together..
but..stuck at taiping liao.mum dun let me to go back..
lol..but its ok..lets see how "special" will it be. =p

well,i've found out that..
a person who will attract others,is with a very sincere heart.
the beauty of a pinkish heart,the inner-self is still the most important one.
im still having this same answer no matter how many times my friends asked.lol

"do you have a valentine?"
NO.
hahas..and i am not ashame n regretted.
because this is the time..to being single!woohoo!
lets party!haha..ahem~okie..stop my craziness..

you're my valentines..whoever i love..are my valentinessss..
so..be my valentines.=)
let your love spread around and making this world more adorable.
let's do it! <3