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Sunday, September 9, 2012
de Decision
30th of August,
somehow, i've made up my mind and finally made my decision!
its the City Harvest Church Penang!
phew!! i've been struggling quite some time, dun feel lk walking out from the comfort zone.
you know what, this is really a very bigggg commitment to make.
i hesitated.
if i join this church, everytime i need to travel about 40mins from my place to the church with smooth traffic.
if i join this church, i might have a lot of bad days just because i need to be trained up my skill.
if i join this church, i have to be very firm and steady when difficulties come.
if i join this church, i need to bear with the sarcastic comment by the pastor, i need to get used with the leader's scolding.
its like, if i join this church..everything for me will become "BOM BOM POW"!!!
until God reconfirmed me once again, i know..this is the place of the calling.
that i'd never reject and deny!
i see the loving family.
i see the faithful servant.
i see the strict leadership.
i see the church growth.
i see the mature people.
i see the powerful sermon.
it reminds me about how lil faith i have.
and yes, its time for it to grow!
the faith start with my action.
settle down in this church is the best choice ever!
here is my commitment!
this is my new cell group!
A6--Adult group 6!!
my new family members!
this is the cell group leader!
just lk my da jie, skinny and tough lady!
but she is even tougher and not the "soft" type..hahas..
making up new friends here!
thankful for Gwen, my angel!
im happy to be here!
however, i really can feel the stress right at this moment!
as the church is going to move in to a new place.
everyone has more opportunity to serve.
and even more people need to serve!
thats why pastor want each of everyone of us serve in two ministry.
and for sure, more pledge need to be raised.
even greater commitment to to be done!
im on the way of getting myself ready for all this.
but frankly speaking, i hope i wont burn up.
the stress level in the work place is really dragging me down all time.
trying to clique with the church is another challenge.
picking up my skill is my big headache now.
and better financial planning is soooo needed!
woosh!!
i ran no time doing chores for last week!
first time encountered something like this huh!
time consuming everything to get things done!
and yet, i submit everything!
i ask God to take my best for him!
because..
i surrender all..
9:15 PM
