love stories♥life testimonies
Monday, August 6, 2012
multi-character
it was such a tough time to be in the office now..
its not about the company issue, its not about the company environment..
simply because..i have a very "unkind" supervisor.
shes slowly showing her fox's tail dy!
everyday gv me a lotsa colors!
and my life is so pressure now instead of becoming colorful!
from the deep down in my heart until i curse her with my mouth!
i couldn't endure more than that.
being nice to her isn't change anything from her to torture me.
trust me, she torture me just because she wants to torture me.
this is her main point.(you can ask the detail from SHIYING! i told her everything!)
and every sunset, i was so regretted of my rough words coming out from my mind until my tongue!
and every sunrise, i refresh my mind to show out my sincere joy to the others!
but she will ruin everything!
OMG! then i curse again!
im so much confuse with myself now..huh..i just need a peaceful heart all day long.
i wanna be a gentle lady.
but not just a "church-goer"
i wanna shine in mhy workplace! to glorify His name!
i wanna learn as soon as possible!
i wanna be wise and independent!
me wont help myself.
start pasting a lot of wise words in my mind!
snap snap! capturing God's words is a wise way to prevent me to go mad again!
phew~~~! a lot of sighs..
hmm..just a bit update..
last week was busy about two customers audit (Korean and Taiwanese)
tomorrow and the day after will be another one again!(from US)
the biggest fear now is asking me to write report!
because i cant even know anything about the LED process, but i have to write out all the action items?!
huh..God bless me a sensitive ear first..to understand every words of them!
last Korean i cant even know a word from his mouth.*siao*
and the other thing is..i moved in to condo finally!
wel..last night was the first night being here!
and it was a huge thunder storm night!
the thunders woke me up and i was so terrified!
i hide myself under the blanket alone in the mid-night!
ah~i din know staying in condo can be so scary..
baby i just need a hug maybe?
i feel myself so close to the thunder and lightings!
gosh! tonight im forcing myself to get used to sleep in the air-cond room.
whoo! new life-style again!
i hope im that flexible lk a snake.
can fit in any temperature and environment changes just anytime!
im receiving so many negative inputs in my life now..work and life changing process!
anyone just encourage me when you see me!
you never know, you will just rescue me from going crazy!
there there.."who is my dinner-mate tomorrow?" =/
11:14 PM
