i wanted to dance and jump as mad as possible just for Thee.
Thou shall receive every praises of mine! <3 p="p">
Praise the Lord.
Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good;
his love endures forever.
Who can proclaim the mighty acts of the Lord
or fully declare his praise?
Blessed are they who maintain justice,
who constantly do what is right.
Remember me, O Lord, when you show favor to your people,
come to my aid when you save them,
that I may enjoy the prosperity of your chosen ones,
that I may share in the joy of your nation
and join your inheritance in giving praise.
-- Psalm 106:1-5
"Be glad in the Lord and rejoice, you [uncompromisingly] righteous you who are upright and in right standing with Him]; shout for joy, all you upright in heart!”Psalm 32:11
i am grateful of my hard days O God. because i know You are always there with me. :)
11:35 AM
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
say "NO!" to garbage life
hmm..
hehehehe..its been awhile never blog huh..
few times wanted to blog but really felt lazy to really sit down to write.
maybe i sit too much in the office dy.LOL
now end up after work cnt sit diam diam dy.
always feel lk hanging out la.but always go nowhere.
oops..=p city entertainment is really very tempting.(dun mention about the jam of course, n once go out sure will waste money one!)
discipline discipline!!
hmm..fyi..i started hopping around among the churches.
time to find out and settle down!
so..last last week started to join CHC Penang.
its Gwen's church.hahas.
finally, have the chance to pay a visit to CHC(though its not S'pore yet)
but you know..step by step..haha!
nolar..havent make up my mind to joing this church.
but yes, i've set a time frame for me to make this very critical decision to commit to ONE church.
i should decide in two months time!
huh..i think i will be making the choices between Hope and CHC.
i attended two services in one week!lol
thats y,both are good enough for me to be in the hardship of making decision.
there there, lets have a short analysis here.
eee...you know, different churches have different culture practices,managements,mission and teachings.
well, so far i joined one month cell group for Hope church, attended one of their sunday service, join one night of cell group for CHC, and same attended one if their service too.
hmm..comparing both, i can sense that CHC is more strict than Hope.
well, they are very particular in serving one.
so for sure, their pnw is much more professional lor..
and they are more discipline.
fuh..which makes me sweating now..haha!
but its actually making me feel excited too.
i mean, its good for me to break through and discipline myself.
no more slacking!
so in the other way round, Hope became lk more village style.
but honestly, compare to HK, HP is more traditional dy.
the culture is different.
they're not that vibrant dy, of course la..HK students group ma!
but CHC is quite similar to HK
.haha..dunno la..they're more cheerful and playful i guess. more youngster????
but Hope church is somewhere i used to be..
its lk more comfortable with what they do lo.
but seriously, should i step up from my comfort zone?
its like..whoa!
God really knows me well one!
that first service in CHC, i prayed very hard during the pnw time.
i was asking God for any hints and direction.
i ask Him to speak to me during that time.
and you know what?!
the sermon day on that day talked about "servant hood"
it really capture me!
i can feel a very strong heart beat for the church since then!
still, this is my calling! i won't wanna miss the chance!
even though im not qualified yet, but no!i will claim it one day!!
and another thing is, til now, except my fren Ying from HK is following up with me in HP, no others else.
i felt lk they're not taking the initiative yet.
but CHC yes. i already can have some kind i can link with them already. ^^
oh well, still more to go!
i will take up the initiative then!hahas
to explore more of the church!
i wanna a fruitful and healthy life!!
to the next step!*toast*
lol..my self-shoot series time!
after gym
girls hang out
CHC service look + sick
HP service (w/out the spec) lol
smocks wearing in the production
i know, i am very RANDOM!!! bwahahaha!
cya!
11:52 AM
Friday, August 17, 2012
怄气
气炸！我不吃了！
痛心！但我不哭了！
.........................................
sometimes, i realize i can be someone worse like this..
im not a good girl.
i can be that bad until i hate myself.
i am not lovely at all..n super ugly.
............im so speechless
7:33 PM
Monday, August 13, 2012
生病记
今天，我是病猫写日记。
搬来这里的一个星期后就病倒。。难道是环境问题？
一脸倦容，感冒到眼睛张不开
但其实这里是真的很不错啦。
环境还蛮舒适的。
只是我有个很大的公用厕所问题。
隔壁住了一对情侣，那男的竟然每天在厕所里抽烟！我真得受不了！！！
啊。。慢慢物色更好的房间。
再不然，时间拖久一些，自己买间房子？。。。
哇！好大的野心！
还不错吧？我的房间~
(是亮着小灯哦！）
这一天的食物
还要自己一早去看病，最讨厌看病了
要不是逼不得已，我决不去的
是啊，像这样的时候，特别希望有个人疼。
好啊，病猫写日记，明天，快快痊愈！！
10:35 PM
Friday, August 10, 2012
i am the superstar!
i watched Step Up Revolution 3D!
have you?
hmm..i watched four of them!(from step up 1,2...4)
well, the first two i have already forgotten how it goes dy. =p
but the third one is still impressive.
how about this? this is the only one i watch in 3D!
and yesh..the effects are so beautiful!
sexy body and hot guys inside!
showing their body all the time..with the brilliant computer effect!
it somehow amazed me together with their dance!
i also wanna live a life like theirs!
fulfilling the dream!
musics! arts!success!
okie, what i was so happy about it is because i really enjoyed throughout the whole movie!
thats made me felt much release from all the stress!
you know lately i really felt so sad about my life.
im facing the pressure from my work and yet when im home, im still alone.
its like..so not my life!
and you know what, God is always wonderful!
He has mercy on me!
and He spoke to me once again!
here it goes...
this morning i was so inspired by a tweet by Joyce Meyer if im not mistaken.
she says, "you are not a failure unless u stop trying. take this if you have no testimony, 'im still here!' "
i was like..WOW!
im so refresh once again!
but still, SHE never fail to ruin my day.
upset and disappointment caught me again.
i felt so sick..i was like getting fever again.
until i joined the aerobics class.
today was a special tutpr from our company, shes from US!
and she qualified on most of the zumba dances!
i had a lot of fun over there!
which i really like the way she teach!
i am again recharge by sweating and shaking, stretching around!
hello, this is not the end yet!
after that i went to LG.
this is the third time i drive myself there!
still, i got lost!(went there using the other route)
i was so panic the GPS brought me to USM!!!
n it says "this is your destination!"
OMG!! can u imagine how bigggg is USM?
the in the darkest place was my destination?!
hoo! you gonna be kidding!
luckily sis Ying came to find me and lead me to her place.
"owh God, what a long long day for me!"
my OS plays in my mind.
and once i got into the LG, i was LATE!!!
so paiseh to be late all the time!
ahhh..
ok..let me just put everything aside and start focus on God!
this is what i did justnoe!
n yes! now i know why everything happened in such way!
tonight's sharing "life is a movie"
and heres what i got!
me! you! we! are the superstar in OUR lives!
n guess what, every movie, theres producer, director and writer.
who is my director, producer and writer of my movie?
Jesus - the producer
God- the director
Holy Spirit - the writer
but to be honest, people like me usually ignore these critical person of the movie.
and who cares about the making of the movie?!
most of the people, we don't care!
what always captured our eyes are the actors and actress and the story itself!
so what?
you, me! we are the main focus for others to look into our story!
i am Kathryn McComick!
and you might be Ryan Guzman!
n through every action, WE reflects the Christ! (the director, producer and writer)
whoa! i am so much encouraged by this message now!
n in living movie, we have stages of stages!
not just introduction, rising, climax, faling and resolution.
dont you think that this is so much interesting?
now, whats made me wanna clap my hands throughout Step Up Revolution, i mean, which part i excite me the most?
..is when they failed, but they rise up!
i repeat..
is when they rise up, when they FAILED!
likewise, my movie is so much interesting then!!!
why not?!!
just live out a superstar movie!!
my movie is in making!!
and its at the rising stage!!
reaching the climax!
i am so excited now!!
and never forget to add in different different background music in my life!!
hahas!
i dance my success too!!
THIS IS NOT JUST STEP UP! BUT ITS A REVOLUTION!
what are you acting now?
you...PLAY well! SUPERSTAR!!!
p/s: see! you guys are all my audiences~! XD
anyone getting my signature? =pp
12:37 AM
Monday, August 6, 2012
multi-character
it was such a tough time to be in the office now..
its not about the company issue, its not about the company environment..
simply because..i have a very "unkind" supervisor.
shes slowly showing her fox's tail dy!
everyday gv me a lotsa colors!
and my life is so pressure now instead of becoming colorful!
from the deep down in my heart until i curse her with my mouth!
i couldn't endure more than that.
being nice to her isn't change anything from her to torture me.
trust me, she torture me just because she wants to torture me.
this is her main point.(you can ask the detail from SHIYING! i told her everything!)
and every sunset, i was so regretted of my rough words coming out from my mind until my tongue!
and every sunrise, i refresh my mind to show out my sincere joy to the others!
but she will ruin everything!
OMG! then i curse again!
im so much confuse with myself now..huh..i just need a peaceful heart all day long.
i wanna be a gentle lady.
but not just a "church-goer"
i wanna shine in mhy workplace! to glorify His name!
i wanna learn as soon as possible!
i wanna be wise and independent!
me wont help myself.
start pasting a lot of wise words in my mind!
snap snap! capturing God's words is a wise way to prevent me to go mad again!
phew~~~! a lot of sighs..
hmm..just a bit update..
last week was busy about two customers audit (Korean and Taiwanese)
tomorrow and the day after will be another one again!(from US)
the biggest fear now is asking me to write report!
because i cant even know anything about the LED process, but i have to write out all the action items?!
huh..God bless me a sensitive ear first..to understand every words of them!
last Korean i cant even know a word from his mouth.*siao*
and the other thing is..i moved in to condo finally!
wel..last night was the first night being here!
and it was a huge thunder storm night!
the thunders woke me up and i was so terrified!
i hide myself under the blanket alone in the mid-night!
ah~i din know staying in condo can be so scary..
baby i just need a hug maybe?
i feel myself so close to the thunder and lightings!
gosh! tonight im forcing myself to get used to sleep in the air-cond room.
whoo! new life-style again!
i hope im that flexible lk a snake.
can fit in any temperature and environment changes just anytime!
im receiving so many negative inputs in my life now..work and life changing process!
anyone just encourage me when you see me!
you never know, you will just rescue me from going crazy!
there there.."who is my dinner-mate tomorrow?" =/
11:14 PM
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
im a sleepy bug
im a sleepy bug.
im a sleepy bug.
a little sleepy bug.
a lazy sleepy bug.
a cute sleepy bug.
owh..moving out to the condo tonight.
nervous sial~
so tired~~~
had bad days these few days..
not really happy in my worl.
phew..i need more positive energy~
gogogo!!!!
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