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Tuesday, July 24, 2012
im still loving you--连诗雅
heard this song on the way to work this morning..
and yes, it made me thought of him.
i was like.."awww~~~not again..?"
somehow, the lyrics is really fits my feelings..definitely.
none of the sentence is not true for me to express.
and i..evaluated myself..
why i have such feelings?
you know, life goes on like "i don't mind".."i don't even care"
all the way round i am so okie without him..
but the only thing that wonders me is my heart..
i don't understand..until now..
he still appear in my mind?
what the..?!
i dun like him anymore la--this is what my mind tells me at least..
the way he treated me,the way he act is just so.."not nice" to me
c'on la..i'd just rather take away all my feelings towards him..
i hate myself to be like a stranger to my own..
yah..he dun even appreciate me..
he never say 'thank you'..
hmm..i dun deserve?
i know, and i am always reminded that i shouldn't put my heart over somebody now..
but u know..i just.lost control..thats really matter me now! >.<
im 22 now, but i still haven't learn how to manage my feelings now?!
that is ridiculous la wey!
i should know what is inside me..
if and only if i can understand myself well..
blah! spread it out and vomiting everything out now!!
and....FLUSHHHHH~!!!
refresh my heart o God!
give me a new heart to love again..
so that i can love as the way you loved me~
10:55 PM
