complex ceation which is faithfully made.

READ me and you'll know who i am and who am i.

you know you love me.

babe, i know you wont be seeing this.
but seriously..i miss your smile..
i miss the days we talk, laugh, and even gossip together, discussing guys thing.
i know this hard time is really hard.
im so speechless about this. im so sorry..

the stress of me have changed me i guess.
i finally cried out justnow.(its the second time after the happening)
my heart is still so pain and scared..
i still couldn't find a way..
please forgive me of my silence..i just..dunno what to do.
oh God, tell me what else i can do?
.....please return me my friend's smile..a simple joyful heart!
..   please