alright,i woke up 6++am this morning.
and i am having really bad words now..guess im going to throw up. Guys, and under-aged, you are NOT encourage to read this.
but if you do so, read it at your own risk!
im so sick about this world nowadays.
the current of sex flooding!
hello?!why guys nowadays just can show up their dirty mind so obviously and naturally?
they have no more dignity and no longer care about how people think of them?!
the fact: for most guys, sex is just what they wanna do.
they won't care how it really feels inside or how people feels about them.
for women, sex is something more than just physical.
when you;re intimating with somebody, in that way you're exposing yourself.
okokok..i tell u what makes me so disgust about.
i heard from one of my freind that a bunch of my ex-coursemates, they were so addicted to some "activity".
they just went to KL to satisfy their "physical needs" for so many times!
from kampar to KL wei! and each time cost RM238 for each intercourse!
when me and Yong heard about this..its like a storm appeared in my heart.."pittchhzzzBOOOM!!!"
we were told all the details and it was like 5stars hotel service.
O.M.G! got unlimited buffet, massage, shower service and of course the main service!
you can choose either Chinese girl or Indonesian. the second choice is cheaper somemore! this is really disgusting!
alright, we are not so into that bunch of guys, but one or two of them, just looks to "CUTE" that we dun think they will do something DIRTY like this!!
im so angry seriously! this is so GROSSSS!!!
i dunno y. i just couldn't accept this fact! i know some of friends around me did so too.
but maybe because i know them dy, i know their personality.
but how come?! how come people are telling me almost every guy watch porn?!
ok..not almost, i EVERY guy!
gosh! seriously no more pure minded guy in this world?!
alright after this breaking news, the second day, i found out that "somebody"(church friends) that i thought they WERE different from others, i found out they ARE subscribing those hot stuff in the social networks.
you know, nowadays those hot stuff like to dress themselves with their BOOBS and taking photos with it.
ok guys, do tell me that kind of bull-shit sayings "男人是视觉的动物，女人是触觉动物！" "男人来自火星，女人来自水星！" （i've even read the book kay! )
this are all excuses!
okie nevermind, if you just simply can't avoid to view it over your news feed then its fine.
but Mr.X! do u need to subscribe it?! i mean the page? and keep on following the girls that u dun even know who they are?! just because of their good body? is there a need to subscribe it?
u know, models like Josheen in my uni, she is the most famous model among the thousands.
but she never purposely let her boobs come out to say hello in her picture!
this is the one i salute! and she speaks wisely.
even i myself will subscribe her page.
but not those"Tziaxxx" or "Xlaine".
yes they are two very famous UTARians.
every picture of them, my gosh, i feel ASHAME for them!
im sorry, im not jealous of any of your good body! because i BEHAVE better! *no offense*
i am so beh tahan of these kind of actions! i cant believe it until i see it with my own eyes!
even church guys u know..some of them that i NEVER imagine they just liked those pictures.
alright, church guys still guys. still..the same! they do the wrong things too. well, God bless then...
guys are the same!
ok thirdly, that serious case that happened last two weeks, it just brought me to a very clear conclusion.
all guys are hamsup! no one is excluded except him..
uh-uh! you can say me as traditional..thats why i say myself as 70's oldies.
i am just too regret to know this that late!
i hope its not too late!
until this morning, once i wake up, i just couldn't stop my mind to think about this for one minute!
the scenes are all in my mind already. i think i just simply..stressed up!
and i realized, yes, i have to accept this, even though i dun wanna fact it.
this is making me so stress. i doubted so long to posts this up.
but i guess i have to. if not im gonna burst.
so sorry if i ter-shoot u or you're one of them.
this is the fact, this is the real world i have to accept. but i wont change anything to be like them.
im just not a HOT CHICK, so what?!
ah ah, still got one thing, i have discuss this issue with one brother.
and i like one thing he said to me, im not tradition, i am just having biblical and morale point of view.
although he told me that guys are born like this too.
but i guess he is mature enough to control himself not to involve any that breaks the line.
til i meet the right guy, this is under my consideration.
ok, im so sensitive to this issue now and i will pay high attention on it.
even though you have thousands of attraction, but for me, one weakness will be enough beat you down.
at least, show me if you're different one!
girls, be alert of WILD ANIMALS.
guys, just wake up and learn to be like a HUMAN. you'll be judged one day.
己所不欲，请慎，勿施于人！
please, sex it means something, its doing something to you, to your heart, and your self-esteem.
only do it when you're to connect with a person as a gift.
still,i love CUTE guys. X.O.X.O
4:53 PM
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
我知懒惰虫~
today, washed my clothes and the color dye came out and some of my shirts are dyed.
went to facial treatment but end up no time for my turn because of the previous customer was late.
have a lot of plans but dunno where to start.
i just started to become a lazy worm.
my life doesn't get bored at all..because i just too enjoy doing nothing.
oh gosh. i even so lazy to online now..
im sitll in the vacation mood. oh my!
i hope a can go the family camp this week. ahhhhhhh!
First time sit inside the police car.i was and i am still freaking scared now.
Please just tell me its a dream.
I just wanna escape from the truth.
This is too cruel.
I can't even cry out myself to express.
God,why all this happen?
I know im fortune enough.
But,why?gosh..please help me tell me what to do
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11:31 AM
Monday, May 14, 2012
She's on vacation!
BRB!! XD
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10:12 AM
Friday, May 11, 2012
... happy birthday..?
... ... i cried in such hour.
its tears of joy + tears of bitter..complicated.
its mainly because mummy texted me and greeting me happy birthday.
im so touch. "happy birthday and good luck."
its sounds so simple..but it mean a lot for me.
mummy like never say something like this to me..
everytime my bday she will ask my bro to give me a call and talk to me..
but not herself one..
...thats y im touched..
but in the meanwhile, i thought of that person.
shXt..thats my darkest point today i think..
i mean..i dun expect myself to have expectation from him..but i just did.
why there is people purposely ignore me?
is there a need to torture me lkdis?
i feel so stupid for caring this stupid relationship.
yah..thats the "friendship" he meant i guess.
i just wanna focus on my last exam now..no more celebration pls.
...im just so tired.
8:07 AM
making another 3wishes.. ..
happy bday to me!
well, i just feel like making a prayer now.
yeh, in the mid night, i celebrated my bday with paracetamol pill.
i felt so blessed with all i have. its more than enough.
and yet, God please grant me a peaceful heart.
not to depends on any worldly things anymore.
i don't want to get myself involve in the down through anymore.
place you words in my heart as i know you're my biggest and greatest blessings!
i wish to grow up more this year.
come, give me a huggg~ <3
i din't know you're such cunning!
you makes me feel you're so disgusting!
i don't wanna say that. but i do feel so!
keep you fake bullshit to yourself and don't let me see it ever again!
i hate DISHONESTY!!!
don't LIE on me!!!
9:57 PM
disappointment
you disappoint me once again.
why?
and when? when did i started to pay expectation again?
i shouldn't and i will make sure i will never repeat the same mistake again..
12:18 AM
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
第二十二个_五月天！
一个美丽的早晨，让这首歌温暖我的五月天！=）
yea, this is my twenty-second's may day!
this year, i dun have much to expect..
seriously i dun have expectation or any planning how i am going to celebrate it..
this is be the last time in my life time to celebrate with my test dy. =)
and im not complaining it. i wanna enjoy it.
this is so special to me.
well this year 12th is gonna be my last paper for this sem.
im gonna work super hard on it.. to make it the last paper for my uni life.
fuhh..kinda gan cheong.. i couldn't bear the fail results.
hmm..somehow, its warm that i know "some of them" are preparing some surprise behind la..
what i know now is im gonna have a "love letter" from my bestie.
and coursemates are going to bring me makan after the test.
... im so touched they have the intensive to lighten up my day!
hmm..i really din even come out with my "wish list". LOL
but i hope i can get all the best wishes u know..and have my dream come true!
recently i saw one of my fren made a video on Youtube for her bestie..it was really touching one!
hmm..thinking about last year i rmb i have a lot of wishes from FB..
but..erm..i think messages, texts, or a call is warmer and sincerer..
i mean..they are still great greetings and wishes la..
but for me..i will do something "special" for someone special..hahas Tan Shi Ying, u better dun post something on my FB wall to fu yan me ya! im gonna kill u!
but i know..u wont treat me lk this one..haha..so far..u din do so la.. =p
eee..start crapping dy..
im gonna study now!
if you're seeing this post, do pray hard for me.
a good health is needed and pray that i can able to understand all my syllabus!
thanks o! you'll have treasure in Heaven! ^^
