complex ceation which is faithfully made.

READ me and you'll know who i am and who am i.

you know you love me.

well well well, fyi  one of my colleague has resigned and yest was her last day.(forced to)
okie, this is kinda long story and im really lazy to start it right from the beginning.lol
erm she has been worked for more than 3 years, yeh a permanent worker there.

right at the first day of our work, the QUEEN told us not to stay near with her.
was told that she always cheat and she is a fool.
and that time we just follow the instruction but not really isolated her like virus la.
we just avoided to ask her questions.
and the queen is really dislike her until the stage i can say she hates her.
everything done by her, she will show us(everytime we enter her room,mostly is showing and telling us all the stories)
she thinks that she've been fooling her for 3 years.
honestly, we can't judge and we can't stand any side because we still don't know which is the truth.
she did a lot of mistakes, which we think that she is very careless.
but sometimes really the mistakes were too horrible. and thats why the queen will just cite her that shes in her plan.
the queen is way too sensitive.(no offense)
u can't imagine how mad she is until u've been told  bout her thinking.
even theres flies or butterflies appeared in the office, she will said it was a curse!which is curse by her!
OMG~that was such a joke.
and in the other way round, the queen keep on repeating that she is a christian,and nobody can beats her because her God is almighty.
but why?why is she keep on suspecting?
huh..she sometimes did ruined my day.
til now,everyday i never missed out the chance being called in to her room.
and the times now is going in alone most of the time dy.
she says, "because you're a christian, so i'll tell you more."
ok thats good, i have this identity.
but is this gonna be good to me for at the early morning i will be listening all this nonsense and i can say nothing about it?
i feel pathetic over all this.
wanted to help but i don't know how..she is so insecure!!

the resignation is good for her. she is really patient by holding on all the humiliations by the queen. this is the scene we see by our own eyes.
we din't know whether she did something or its just nonsence.
for me, i just wanna treat everybody fair and nice. because i don't have the authority to judge.
intense to neutralize the atmosphere there and i thought i can bring colors.
yes, i guess i did my part.
we're friends now but sadly she left.
reluctantly i hope that she can get a better offer and enjoy her work next time.

so, now, whats the situation in the office now?
another two trainee will be leaving this week too.
totally we have just three trainee, one permanent worker and one secretary in the office.
and this is year end man. account closing period.
not only carry on with the portions left over but take up the responsibilities as a permanent workers.
phew..theres both good and bad sides la.
"i know u like to learn so i let you learn more."the boss always train me by throwing this sentence to me.lol
i mean i appreciate all this opportunities given, with abit of shivering.hahas.
y?she trained me to collect files and keeping files for two hours.
sounds easy right?
but theres ten over cabinets, twenty over shelfs and drawers..you'll be finding all those according to the name, some with code(better), but some don't.
they're arranged according to the alphabets but not in sequence anymore because the cabinets are all FULL!
everytime i open the cabinet, the files are like mudslide!
so dizzy to find out ONE file and somemore need to squat down stand up walk in and out!
and u know la..my memories are limited.
n the queen wanna train me to better so she will give me four company names each time and i need to memories and hand her the files.lol
hard eh! new and all weird weird names!


"ok..improved dy ma!good!" the queen just praised me in the second hour.LOL
my fingers are now all cuts and slashes by all the files and paper,pain eh!
and i have skin allergic for almost 3 months dy. now still plus all these dirty files with dusts!gosh~everyday also itchy one.(taken medicine and cream still not recovering.they said this is season allergic??)
lol..today i somemore went for a business travel to simpang..went to bank..
many things to do..my muscle so pain now.and i haven't finish my reports!!!>.<

she boughts RM40 fruits for us.twice dy.

the cute things on the bouquet of the queen. and she gave it to me.

she asked me to buy a cake(she paid) when she know it was ah Lai's birthday and allowed us to back one hour earlier on saturday! 1kg of ice-cream cake.nice but hardly finish haha

i love ciku! =p

so as a conclusion..im kinda enjoy with all these business.hahas..better than the routine job for me.(yes i siao siao one!who cares? =p)
i really hope someday the queen can really find out a clue for her purpose in life.
actually shes treating us very good one.she bought quite a lot of foods for us eh.
all not cheap one lo. haiz..what to do?nobody is perfect.
pray for her lo..(so many times this appeared into my mind during the prayer time..)
i hope God can use me to bring something different to the place too!
at least til today, i have granted "cute", "silly", "good", "sampat", "brave"...ok!i'll take all this as compliments! hahas! ^^