complex ceation which is faithfully made.

READ me and you'll know who i am and who am i.

you know you love me.

let me tel you what girls are.
usually they won't stick with the status quo like they always do.
the first second they can make up their mind to choose A and right after that sec they will just give up on that and go to the other B.

huh,my oh my monday night.
just spent time touching up my blackie white piano once i get back from work.
on choreographing a mash up songs that pops up in my mind last night.
immediately i searched for the lyrics and wrote it down.
and yah after a 15minutes i think i get all my chords done and something tickle little creative one on the intro and textures.
and here comes i force myself on the breakthrough to sing with my mouth and playing music with my own hands.
im not good on that.obviously.
i can hardly get myself into attention on both.can't balance it.
and see again,after i recorded down my draft clip.
i see this problem again.after a few times of repeating.
at first i was quite surprise with what it came our from my fingers,u know.
i thought that was not my playing.i think my lessons give me some ideas!thats great i think.
and i off to my lesson(piano lesson).

during the lesson my teacher just told me i am much better than the first time she met me.
erm..this is the 4th lesson, and she said i was just not happy with what i have previously.
and so i messed up myself.i just need a little bit of encouragement and affirmation to make myself into some sort of confident level, and i will be there!
and shes just keep on leading me on the firmness of the rhythm thingy.
hey,you won't notice you have improved until somebody told you that.(ummm,i mean me)
when i digested her comments and think back, thats true!
oh great, im much more sensitive with what i have now.=)

well,happy mood takes back from the lessons but just until then.
i came back to my recording again.I HAD THE WRONG KEY for my singing!
the pitch are so not right.i can't handle it well.
phew~thats my problem on focusing too much on just my music part.
see,i can't even realize it while im singing that time.duh!
feels like a water bomb throw on my face.
right now,i am not sure i can play like what i played today.
oh gosh,i need a FLUSHHHHH!!!

what a night.this are..you know..girl things!