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its been another post exam..is currently in my very short and busy sem break.
and i am officially 21~
the feeling after turning into 21st,its like getting myself into more mature.
getting heavier on my shoulders with the responsibilities,thinking more about the future way.
its like..i am no more a 18years old girl,hoping someone to help up.
no.. independent!i need to push myself into another stage~=)
and this birthday i felt so different with the previous 20 birthdays..
i felt so blessed and God spoke to me.
He wants me to understand that not to see my future by my physical eyes.
because He is going to bless the people who love Him in the impossible way.
amen amen amen!=p
i am so grateful i grabbed the eternal love that never fails me!
and i had 5 birthday celebration this time!hahas
on 8th,HK suddenly had a small celebration for all the April and May babies.
then on the same day,my housemates celebrate for me after church.(small surprise la..but they failed to surprise me!=p i too smart d..haha)
then 10th,after my 4th paper,my dear J.A.S wants to celebrate with me.ah che cook for the first time!lol..really appreciate that..it was simple but memorable..because hes going to grad d..=(
then 11th,yong yong and sook kwen them celebrate with me..they bring me to a secret dine venue on that night.it was really touched that the 1st time,whole workers in the steakhouse(the band singers,waiter,waitress,and chef) come the our table and sing..lol..i dunno what they sing because i was just crying that time.
12th,my big day is ad over but my shepherd still wanna celebrate for me,i tot it was just a small celebration btw her and me,surprisingly she called out about 10ppl that night.lol..i was so touched they created me a wonderful time.so touching with the words and my fav dishes!
hehe..this year i had blown so many candles,and more than 10 bday wishes i've made!
it ard special enough though i din't get my dream 21st bday party~ ^^v

n yea,this short break.what i did?
i've been really a rush for the internship stuff.
searching job through wed,apply job,preparing documents,writing resume,consulting people..etc.
never-ending work..days is like school day without attending classes only.*phew*
anyhow,theres still some activities..
like celebrating grandpa's bday also..the family dinner..

my big wish is grandparents can get healthy..hope they're happy with their days..i know they love me a lots.
i love them too!will keep them in my prayer~ =]
besides,also got fellowship with the bro n sis lo..everytime i  see them,surely i will learn something.
because everytime i can feel their different..i am thankful for that~ =)
other than that,i also being the miss 'admad' fetching my brothers to tuition..lol
yah...big sister d now..lol..from a girl that dunno how to drive..n now..i fetching my brothers!lol..
hmm..entertainment?don't have lor..not even a movie..lol..
erm..got yumcha with parents lo..eat supper lo..hopefully i din get fat..
nothing d oh my holidays..lol.





 oh got la..one and only date with yong to starbucks for discussing the interns..lol..
give myself a cup of coffee during the break.satisfy?lol..ok ok lor~=p


pray for me ya bro n sis.
love ya~ =)