complex ceation which is faithfully made.

READ me and you'll know who i am and who am i.

you know you love me.

the day..
full with joy,sorrow,sour,sweet,tears,memories..
its getting more and more complicated of my feelings..

i got 4 person having birthday on this special day..
the ex,the brother,the sheep and a fren.
words are no longer can express my feelings now..
















"patient"
i tell myself.
eventhough i still feel the pain.
but i choose to obey.
i have to..have to believe.
baby you're there for me someday.
i know HE has prepared the best for me.
i duno who u r,where you're be..
i duno when the journey starts..
but i know.
one day!you'll be mine.
because i prayed.
and HE'll surely give me the perfect one.

yah.its really painful to have such feelings.
but i have to keep it up.
this is my will.my desire.
it might not be sweet,but its beautiful.=]
my life is gonna be fruity nice!
because i have YOU in my life J.C.