i thought we're diff.. i thought u know me the most around all.. i thought u can und my condition.. i thought we're the best among all..
whenever theres smtg.. you're the one who pop out on my mind first of all.. because i know u knw me.. u know everything.. for years..i thought we're diff.. no matter what happened..we're still the same..
maybe u never know that hw i treasure this relationship.. mayb u duno hw important is u r i my heart.. until i can still keep myself connected with u even though we're apart.. its real that i love u.. and i care about our relationship..
i know that was just a small incident.. i doesn't mean that i scared ppl know my bad things.. but y i need to bear the responsibility if i din do it? y everyone like to throw everything on me? becuz im the eldest in the family n i need to think that much? im just a human..y i need to bear everthing? u know everything right?
but y? .....y we'll end up likdis? i know i messed up my mind.. its my emotional things again.. n so im sorry.. but i nvr expect u'll scold me lkdis. n what hurts the most is..im just "like that" for u.. so useless and heartless.. its really hurt..until i cant tahan..
y dis? 3years likdis.. 12years likdis.. 20years oso likdis? done..its all my life..im upset..really upset.. i just wish to leave taiping d..i just hope i gt no holidays..i dwn to come back d.. theres to much to know.. to much to see.. pls..leave me all the asses! i know i shouldn't let the earth stuff hinder me.. yes im gonna be okie.. after tonight.. yes.. everything is gonna be okie..right? yes......................pls.
