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you know you love me.

well..time to pack up the hols mood..and headed in the year2 uni life again..
time flies..cant even realize that im now senior d..
ahhhh..so much story to share during this short break..
eer..lets start from the day after my last paper..jom!

went to facial wash right after the accounting paper..
together with sook kwen,yong yong and shi ying..
hehe..wash away the pimples!shoohh!!





okie..we then had a rushed trip to kl and malacca..
it should be a longer one..
but due to some reasons..
we make it short d..
and it become not that perfect lo..cant get to go a'famosa..city harvest kl..
and shopping lots..
plus my legs are really troubling..
just can wear long dress during the vacation..
it looks weird..but..how?haiz..

ok..i admit im not that satisfied with the journey..lol
not that enjoyable..
but everything comes worth after the church youth service..
why?
hmm..long story..
everytime i went there..i'll nvr regret..
surely i'll receive smtg from God..
everytime..God heal me and refresh me..
showing me new ways..
he let me know that..
whenever i missed His "plan A"
the "plan B" and "plan C" will always ready for me..
thankful for that..

CASE 1:family problem
location:KL petaling jaya
situation:heart talk with cousins - Yingsze and Joyce
i should say my feelings are regret and truly sad and worry for that..
before my study week someone tols me smtg..(sry tat i could not mention here,because it is quite serious and it cannot be spread ed)
but i just simply ignore it..
until yingsze told me thing are getting serious until nobody can help to settle d..
its something about cheating and because of a CURSE..
things continue to get worse..
and during my exam time..i still need the particular person to care about me..
(of my sickness)
i just duno anything until i met sze and she told me things already became so dead..
i duno what can i do and help..
since that person trusted me at the most beginning..
i cried at sze's house for the whole night..
and that was the first day of my trip..
we talked until late night and have about 3hours sleep only..
sad case..
current condition:unsolve
solution:keep my prayers

CASE 2:accident
location:malacca
actually..i dun feel like going to malacca after received the shocking news..
i just worried for that for the whole journey..
i really no mood to enjoy..
but anyhow..
still meet up with my housemate-sarah and hui xuan
and so..decided to have a movie there..
whats so funny is..we all go into diff theater to watch diff movies..
lol..first time watch movie alone..
weird..but..the movie is nice luckily..IP man
.......then we went to walk around..
to the jonker street..and satay celup..
still quite satisfied bout that..(we're all makan kaki..go trip for makan only =p)
den we headed to the motel by taxi..
and suddenly..when the taxi is turning in to the motel..
suddenly "BANG!!!!"
a motor hit us..
and the motor cyclist unexpectedly lie on the road side..
and he scratched his pit of the stomach..
moaning on the floor.
5 of us..(included the taxi driver)
stunned there..nobody knows what to do..
and sarah was the first to ask us to calm down..and we went down from the taxi..
all kelam kabut and faster ask for ambulance number..
shi ying went up to the motel to ask the receptionist for help..
i call florence to ask about the ambulance number..
and she said shes just around there so she'll come to help us..
my heart beats like drum like that..and feel like vomiting..
gosh..one word.."bad"
feel really bad..
huh..cant calm by anything..
and so grab my bible and start to read..
i duno what i read..just wana focus reading only..
and finally get better..
had a prayer together with them..and slept until 12pm on the other day..
and so..we spend time to sleep in the hotel at malacca..
too tired d..cuz din sleep well for few nights d..exam plus things happened at kl.
current condition:peace in the heart!praise the Lord!
solution:PRAY and continue to receive His words!




huh..things only turn right after the service..
i thought i'll be very stress and hard during the service..
but no!its apposite..thats the most relax time for me for the whole trip..
everything was released!
what i need to do is just continue to seek his word and have faith!
i do my best and sure He'll do the rest..
commit!commit myself onto His loving hands..
i cant let the worryness to limit my life and faith..
i really had great time there..
since i missed chinese service that much..=)

and then..we straight away back to kampar..because i was not feeling well again..
though things still not that smooth all along the way back..
but i had back here safely..=)
thank God once again!
for His protection..
and at the second day..drive back to taiping after service..



back to taiping..
still having lots of probs..
one of it was the previous post..
and still gt alot..
satan continue to attack my thinking..
i hate being weak..
but i have to admit..im weak..
im weak without him...
im can't do anything but He is able..

hmm..
went to badmniton with ying,jalen and pok man..
great exercise for me..
hit out all the tention emotions...lol
enjoyed it alot!

and i found out something really shock again..
you!y u smoke?!
i dun und..i thought you'll discipline yourself!
really upset for u..bt wat can i do?
i cant tel anyone u smoke..
can i advise u?
i duno how..will u listen to me?
stop smoking pls!
dat was bad for you!pls!!!!urgh..
cant accept this..

lastly..i also catch up with bros and sis FGA..
i miss them alot..as i said..
we might not be that close..but i still miss time we had..
=)
short but memorable time..
they are still lovely and everyones growing..
but what makes me down is everytime i back..sure got someone to leave FGA..
haiz..anyway..i'll pray for you all...
we all need to continue growing and cant stop serving Him.
*loves*


finally..back to kampar to ready the welcoming night..
im one of the coordinator for this event..
and the accapella leader for this..
emcee for both nights also..
3rd and 8th of June..8pm
welcome every utar and ktar fresshies to join us..
venue is hope kampar..(shotlot of haji ghany's upstairs)
transportation will be provided as well..
more info pls referhttp://www.facebook.com/#!/event.php?eid=125734530789078

still alots to go now..
accapella is not ready..
more practices is needed!will be very very...busy!
yeah!but i enjoy it..fun time together with bros and sis..
i believe we can make it!!
cant wait to reach that day!

and today!!first day of my year 2 sem 1..wooh..
how was my result?
hmm..im not satisfy..because i expect that i'll have improvement this time..
but thank god i pass all..included the accounting and IS..which i afraid i'll fail..
anyway..my cgpa remains..
pay more effort lo..what to do?
color life!!im coming!!!
XD
pray for me yah!*appreciate*