well..time to pack up the hols mood..and headed in the year2 uni life again.. time flies..cant even realize that im now senior d.. ahhhh..so much story to share during this short break.. eer..lets start from the day after my last paper..jom!
went to facial wash right after the accounting paper.. together with sook kwen,yong yong and shi ying.. hehe..wash away the pimples!shoohh!! okie..we then had a rushed trip to kl and malacca.. it should be a longer one.. but due to some reasons.. we make it short d.. and it become not that perfect lo..cant get to go a'famosa..city harvest kl.. and shopping lots.. plus my legs are really troubling.. just can wear long dress during the vacation.. it looks weird..but..how?haiz..
ok..i admit im not that satisfied with the journey..lol not that enjoyable.. but everything comes worth after the church youth service.. why? hmm..long story.. everytime i went there..i'll nvr regret.. surely i'll receive smtg from God.. everytime..God heal me and refresh me.. showing me new ways.. he let me know that.. whenever i missed His "plan A" the "plan B" and "plan C" will always ready for me.. thankful for that..
CASE 1:family problem location:KL petaling jaya situation:heart talk with cousins - Yingsze and Joyce i should say my feelings are regret and truly sad and worry for that.. before my study week someone tols me smtg..(sry tat i could not mention here,because it is quite serious and it cannot be spread ed) but i just simply ignore it.. until yingsze told me thing are getting serious until nobody can help to settle d.. its something about cheating and because of a CURSE.. things continue to get worse.. and during my exam time..i still need the particular person to care about me.. (of my sickness) i just duno anything until i met sze and she told me things already became so dead.. i duno what can i do and help.. since that person trusted me at the most beginning.. i cried at sze's house for the whole night.. and that was the first day of my trip.. we talked until late night and have about 3hours sleep only.. sad case.. current condition:unsolve solution:keep my prayers CASE 2:accident location:malacca actually..i dun feel like going to malacca after received the shocking news.. i just worried for that for the whole journey.. i really no mood to enjoy.. but anyhow.. still meet up with my housemate-sarah and hui xuan and so..decided to have a movie there.. whats so funny is..we all go into diff theater to watch diff movies.. lol..first time watch movie alone.. weird..but..the movie is nice luckily..IP man .......then we went to walk around.. to the jonker street..and satay celup.. still quite satisfied bout that..(we're all makan kaki..go trip for makan only =p) den we headed to the motel by taxi.. and suddenly..when the taxi is turning in to the motel.. suddenly "BANG!!!!" a motor hit us.. and the motor cyclist unexpectedly lie on the road side.. and he scratched his pit of the stomach.. moaning on the floor. 5 of us..(included the taxi driver) stunned there..nobody knows what to do.. and sarah was the first to ask us to calm down..and we went down from the taxi.. all kelam kabut and faster ask for ambulance number.. shi ying went up to the motel to ask the receptionist for help.. i call florence to ask about the ambulance number.. and she said shes just around there so she'll come to help us.. my heart beats like drum like that..and feel like vomiting.. gosh..one word.."bad" feel really bad.. huh..cant calm by anything.. and so grab my bible and start to read.. i duno what i read..just wana focus reading only.. and finally get better.. had a prayer together with them..and slept until 12pm on the other day.. and so..we spend time to sleep in the hotel at malacca.. too tired d..cuz din sleep well for few nights d..exam plus things happened at kl. current condition:peace in the heart!praise the Lord! solution:PRAY and continue to receive His words!
huh..things only turn right after the service.. i thought i'll be very stress and hard during the service.. but no!its apposite..thats the most relax time for me for the whole trip.. everything was released! what i need to do is just continue to seek his word and have faith! i do my best and sure He'll do the rest.. commit!commit myself onto His loving hands.. i cant let the worryness to limit my life and faith.. i really had great time there.. since i missed chinese service that much..=) and then..we straight away back to kampar..because i was not feeling well again.. though things still not that smooth all along the way back.. but i had back here safely..=) thank God once again! for His protection.. and at the second day..drive back to taiping after service.. back to taiping.. still having lots of probs.. one of it was the previous post.. and still gt alot.. satan continue to attack my thinking.. i hate being weak.. but i have to admit..im weak.. im weak without him... im can't do anything but He is able..
hmm.. went to badmniton with ying,jalen and pok man.. great exercise for me.. hit out all the tention emotions...lol enjoyed it alot! and i found out something really shock again.. you!y u smoke?! i dun und..i thought you'll discipline yourself! really upset for u..bt wat can i do? i cant tel anyone u smoke.. can i advise u? i duno how..will u listen to me? stop smoking pls! dat was bad for you!pls!!!!urgh.. cant accept this..
lastly..i also catch up with bros and sis FGA.. i miss them alot..as i said.. we might not be that close..but i still miss time we had.. =) short but memorable time.. they are still lovely and everyones growing.. but what makes me down is everytime i back..sure got someone to leave FGA.. haiz..anyway..i'll pray for you all... we all need to continue growing and cant stop serving Him. *loves*
finally..back to kampar to ready the welcoming night.. im one of the coordinator for this event.. and the accapella leader for this.. emcee for both nights also.. 3rd and 8th of June..8pm welcome every utar and ktar fresshies to join us.. venue is hope kampar..(shotlot of haji ghany's upstairs) transportation will be provided as well.. more info pls referhttp://www.facebook.com/#!/event.php?eid=125734530789078
still alots to go now.. accapella is not ready.. more practices is needed!will be very very...busy! yeah!but i enjoy it..fun time together with bros and sis.. i believe we can make it!! cant wait to reach that day!
and today!!first day of my year 2 sem 1..wooh.. how was my result? hmm..im not satisfy..because i expect that i'll have improvement this time.. but thank god i pass all..included the accounting and IS..which i afraid i'll fail.. anyway..my cgpa remains.. pay more effort lo..what to do? color life!!im coming!!! XD pray for me yah!*appreciate*
1:03 PM
Friday, May 21, 2010
for u..
i thought we're diff.. i thought u know me the most around all.. i thought u can und my condition.. i thought we're the best among all..
whenever theres smtg.. you're the one who pop out on my mind first of all.. because i know u knw me.. u know everything.. for years..i thought we're diff.. no matter what happened..we're still the same..
maybe u never know that hw i treasure this relationship.. mayb u duno hw important is u r i my heart.. until i can still keep myself connected with u even though we're apart.. its real that i love u.. and i care about our relationship..
i know that was just a small incident.. i doesn't mean that i scared ppl know my bad things.. but y i need to bear the responsibility if i din do it? y everyone like to throw everything on me? becuz im the eldest in the family n i need to think that much? im just a human..y i need to bear everthing? u know everything right?
but y? .....y we'll end up likdis? i know i messed up my mind.. its my emotional things again.. n so im sorry.. but i nvr expect u'll scold me lkdis. n what hurts the most is..im just "like that" for u.. so useless and heartless.. its really hurt..until i cant tahan..
y dis? 3years likdis.. 12years likdis.. 20years oso likdis? done..its all my life..im upset..really upset.. i just wish to leave taiping d..i just hope i gt no holidays..i dwn to come back d.. theres to much to know.. to much to see.. pls..leave me all the asses! i know i shouldn't let the earth stuff hinder me.. yes im gonna be okie.. after tonight.. yes.. everything is gonna be okie..right? yes......................pls.
7:00 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Well..how was my 20th birthday? Hehe..its simple but memorable! Though I need to study til late night.. Though I was having finals on that day.. But im thankful for all the wishes.. Thank God for letting me know that there’re so many people who care about me.. The big bear(going to give it a name) from hope Kampar’s brothers and sisters.. The bible I need from dear housemates.. The little cake surprise(cause I cant eat cake and so they bought a small one..hw caring was that!)
Im touched by everything I’ve received! Lol..i nvr expect that somebody will celebrate with me..since everyone is having finals.. It was really nice dude! It just happened out of my expectation.. I was still lying on the bed when my cake comes..haha Really thank God for having such a nice day! Somebody told me that its not about celebrating on birthday.. Not about pressie..not about wishes from people.. But it’s a blessed that im still here.. Passing another year again!thank God! He gave me a wonderful year..full of ups and downs.. Through the flow..He makes me grow.. And im 20th now..thanks papa mama! For giving birth and educate me.. You all are really special to me.. Whenever talk about FAMILY..my eyes will automatically turn red..
The love just live inside so deep..never ending love.. And yea..im not disappointed with the she I mentioned.. I cried sharp on 12a.m on my birthday.. Because of what she’ve done for me..im touched! And about the he..i admit I was down because of that.. But now..i see things clear.. Things nolonger exist..its already pass.. And I shouldn’t expect what I expected.. But learnt to leave it to God.. For He’ll give me the best!=) And people..20th is another stage for me..turning into a lady..*cheh* Haha.. Whats the prayer point of mine?(bro n sis do asked me for that) 1. the family salvation 2. personal growth 3. studies 4. relationships thank you everyone!for everything!im grateful for that!*hearts melt for all*^^
lol..soften down your speaker volume before watch it..=p
some random pics i wana post..=)
things i can only eat during myexam time..(because of the burn)everything is about vege..soup..mushroom..no meat no source..>.< href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6jeptbXPdsxEZ_n8PnNbS654x43rp9WGh_gfAkPpfJ1UDyoM79IhR8AMPrz19namSeglxqm3hnh5MGgipVTOA0yaQ9Fl84xWFzNIbijLM2nB7b6gSAFN-9TfiiJn0dz6AGzQ0UFzoQigQ/s1600/DSCN3039.JPG">
weh..looks easy but theres too much to prepare wei..
the sparkling juice + sweet dragon fruit..
and this is my "big star" first portrait!=p
lol..miss.J with the poker Jss..its all natural k..no fake!=p
because of fever unwell and diarrhea..plus dizzy heavy head..
finally cant tahan d..
bee kim and vri come and "catch" me go consult..
but the doctor just say eat med lo..
gain nothing but lots of meds..
med accomp me to study but it did not encourage me..
12hours later..
a hot afternoon..in the action of taking mee soup..(da bao by jos)
i din realize that the soup is freaking hot..(boil!!)
n i scalded mt hand and the normal sense i let go the soup..and there!
things happen like this..
the soup pour onto my legs..
gosh!its like fire burning on it..
people..really..dun choose to go HELL..
its really hell pain!!until i canot stand..
n then..masuk wad kecemasan kat hospital lagi lo..
it already bloody red and blistered and swollen d..
i cry like its going to kill me..
(sumore need the nurse to calm me..=p)
paiseh lo..
then like that lo..canot walk normally..canot sit normally..
canot drive lo..
add more meds again..(gt time only capture the meds and my legs' pics)
at night..blister come again..but i tahan until now..(after exam)
go hospital again..
just let them "settle" it..
and the doctor give an injection on my back..gosh!i never know tat it would pain like this!!!
sit oso cant sit d now!
huh..5mins after the injection..now my body is weak enough..
head dizzy like going to faint..
almost to vomit..gosh..
am really feeling very bad now..
and this time..theres an emergency case happened oso..
an idian i think is had an accident..
and he was just lieing beside me..
blood on his shirt..mouth and face..
omg..i oso not dare to peep him..
through his moan..i can feel his pain..
and the doctor keep on call him to wake up..urgh..
people!do give thanks everyday for you're still alive everyday..
appreciate!!
but i did received alot of blessings..
thank God and thanks bro and sis for the prayers..
fetching me to hospital..
buying me food..med..
pray and heal me..
thank you..
sincerely..love you all..glad to have you all here!
QT2 test..2more to goes..jia you!
9:10 PM
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
天啊！我真的很不了解你！
你所做的一切。。。都让我陷入百般思考！
搞不懂你到底要什么？
你到底在想什么？
你可以明显一点吗？
好让我不用在这里猜忌。
有什么就告诉我嘛。。
干吗在背后搞一些小动作？
你到底是要我注意你？
还是要我忽视你？
天啊天啊！！
真的快被你搞疯了。。
我还以为我了解你。
其实一点都不。。。
又有谁可以了解我吗？？！！！=.=
before english paper
after english paper.
3more to goes~
but pimples ad growing everywhere..
--illy worm--
9:08 AM
Sunday, May 2, 2010
thanks giving
2nd May 2010 SUN 9.00a.m
soft launch of HOPE KAMPAR new shoplot.
weeeeeeee!
a new place to serve.
a whole new environment.
serving ONE God.
with the old faces in the family of Christ.
together with one vision and a single thought.
the shoplot might not be big enough.
but its better than the old house Shalom.
not meaning that Shalom is no good.
but its because we're getting more pack and pack.
more and more bro n sis r joining us.
the space might not enough to let ur praise,dance and shout for our Lord.
whoo!praise the Lord!! XDD
im so glad that my heart renewed again this morning.
still in a deep down mood on the previous night.
thinking that y im not good enough in building relationships.
bro ying hou,the preacher today..says:"the heaviest burden in our life might be RELATIONSHIP."
yes..im totally agree with this statement,though its not bible based.
everyday,we're communicating and building relationships with each other.
things like hurt might happen.
and i finally understand..we just need to keep our heart calm and stable.
because nobody aren't perfect except HIM.
plus,we're not serving people but THE MAN.
the one that love us before we love him.
the one that sacrificed for us on the tree.
hung on the cross for our sins.
start to give thanks.
heavenly Father,
i give thanks to you.
for every hard situation for im going through.
every circumstances and test to grow me.
i know that.every steps you plan for me,will have your own time.
to get me ready..steps by steps..
being tougher and tougher but not make it difficult for me.
Father i just need to look at You..and commit myself onto your loving hands.
no regrets.no fear.
thank you father..thank you for being by side every single day.
Holy Spirit remind me every moment.
not to step on the wrong way.
but the righteous road!
thank you Jesus..
for sending me such a good shepherd..
sending me angels that rejoice me..
Father please blessed them for their faithfulness to serve..
thank you for the hardness day..
im here just to glorify your name.
im going through all these just to testify your name.
Father Lord please continue to lead me..
give me the wisdom to love..
the one who loving people is more blessed than the one who is being loved.
i'll remember that.=)
help me to grow not only physically,but in mentally and spiritually.
i love YOU DADDY~!
in JESUS's name,
Amen!!
and you know what?
great things start to happen!!
on the very first service in the new church..a bro accepted Christ!
i'd never expected that "guy" will accept Christ..lol..(face problem)=p
praise the Lord who touch his heart and make d most important decision ever in his life.
im so refresh with the things i see and experienced today.
YOU're wonderful my GOD.
and great things will continue to happen i know!
more and more people will get to know you here and now the salvation is near!
^^
love dis song so so much!!please enjoy it..;jthe process on turning a dusty empty room to a new church.the hardwork they've done..well done bro and sis!prayers meeting first held on last friday.
start to pray for a new start and the new salvetion.
more pic will be up..(here or my fb) stay tuned..=p tata!
3:22 PM
Saturday, May 1, 2010
mayday
just came back from prayer meeting..
and angie shared something with me and kay yong..
im imprest by her tears..
i can feel the pain..
feel like crying and it makes me think about you..
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2nd May 2010 SUN 9.00a.m 
the process on turning a dusty empty room to a new church.
the hardwork they've done..well done bro and sis!
prayers meeting first held on last friday.
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before the paper..jpg)
after management paper.