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Sunday, February 28, 2010
人际关系
for you info..
i was very stressed with my studies stuff..
and whenever im facing this kind of stress..
my mood will be very easily affected..
my spirit is too weak d..
i was so sad yesterday night..
crying alone outside the room..
thinking and thinking...
at last i made a decision..
because HOPE Kampar went to sedang for bible conference d..
just few of us cant go becuz of having test on this weekend..
so..this week gt no service..
and the decision i made is..maybe i can follow sarah and hui sian to go Methodist Church tomorrow..
i need something to heal me anyway..
and when i woke up this morning..
i felt very uncomfortable..
i knew..i sick d..the feeling of heavy fever..
lost of sound..sorethroat..
all together..
but we still go..becuz i promised to drive them there..
so no choice..we have to go..
i prayed before the service..
i ask God to talk to me..
and u know..He never disappoint me..
人际关系-生命中最重要的学问。
人与人之间的信任,就在于圣灵果子的其中一个味道-仁爱。
仁爱-怜悯的心,和睦的心,爱人的心,宽容的心。
不去期待别人如何对待你,因为这是对别人不公平的。
这也只会换来失望。。(过度的期望=失望)
不去问“谁是我的邻舍?”
而是问“我是谁的邻舍?”--路加10;26-37
“。。。你们要尽心,尽性,尽力,尽意爱主,你的神;又要爱邻舍如同自己。”
惟有跟随上帝的,才能有一颗和睦的心,才能让主力合而为一。
“。。。因为爱能遮掩一切过错”--箴10;12
我要宽恕,我要仁爱,我要和睦。。
我会追随住的脚步。。去更深爱我的邻舍。
不是一时的关心,而是学习如何真诚的,时时刻刻的关心他人。
this is what i've recieved from the message of God..
and im glad i've learn something very important to me now..
and dis makes me think about a song that i love very much..
“。。。。。
凡是谦虚
凡是温柔
凡是忍耐
用爱心互相宽容
凡是谦虚
凡是温柔
凡是忍耐
用和平彼此联络
因你的名,我们合而为一”
i was like finally understand what it says..
everytime singing this song..just like interpret it in a very surface message..
but now..finally i know what it is talking about..=)
dis is really meaningful and helpful..
raise my faith o Lord!
x.o.x.o
p/s:will update my cny news after finish my tests..=)
3:59 PM
Thursday, February 18, 2010
an old song with new feel
this is a love song..
sweet song which is kinda memorable for me..
but sad memories..
whenever i listen to this song..
many flash back will run over my mind..
the pics with a person..
it will crush my day..
and so now..
this song has been empty into another new song for me..
with a different kind of love..
a warm love..with new memories..=)
yes..im not gonna be that passive and sad for this song anymore..
its a nice song wert..
just..bringing more and more new love to my music world..
and readers!do anjoy this video until it is finished..
becuz that was really very funny singing..
haha..i love this recording because whenever im listen to it..
i feel very lovely and surely i'll laugh out..
we were too crazy d..lol..
until it doesn't sound lk singing..
although that vocal doesn't sound good..
but lets enjoy the joyful atmosphere..=)
1:34 AM
Thursday, February 11, 2010
angpau angpau~i smell angpau!!!
wooshh!im back..herher..
my blog was dead for weeks i think..=p
well..finally finish church stuff and..CNY is coming!
excited?
actually i din feel anything special this year..
maybe too busy d..
well..okie..here comes the car accident story..
that was an normal afternoon..
just end of the class..and me,,yong n kwen meet jos at the library..
after that we go and fetch jeff first before we go for an early dinner..
Nobody will expect something like this will happen..
We still gossip inside the car..
And when we reached a t-junction..jeff is going to pass by the road..
Suddenly me and jos..both of us which were sitting the most left inside the car..
We saw a motor speeding on the straight road..
“motor ah~~!”BANGGGGGG!!!!”ahhh~~~~~~~”
It all happened in one second..
The motor collided and hit to the side of the road..
The atmosphere in the car was like..”…….”
Nobody knows what to respond in that moment..
Jeff ran out and have a look of the motor cyclist..
And jos faster move our car to aside..
And we all were all shock..
I was really frighten with that scene..
I scared my dream will come true..(I died in an car accident)
But I have to calm down myself..because I need to comfort jos..
She was really panic and stress..(shes a easily stress person)
she cried all along the way while we walked back to home..
And I faster helped her to phoned my mum..
Told her what happened and ask her about the car insurance thing..
After dat called uncle landlord to help us settle car repair..
And then help jos to explain to her family members..
My time was really rushing..it was already 6.30..
And i have v-connerct at that night..
As a committee..i need to reach church at 7.15..
It was really a mess..
And I dun feel like leeting jos to stay back at home alone..
So I faster called yong yong to come over and accomp jos until her sis come..
Huh..thank God we’re all SAFE!!
Everyone get a lesson on the accident..
Finally I realized how to be grateful everyday..
And until now..i dun dare to drive like usual d..
The road is really dangerous..i heard alots of accidents happened around me..
It was really scary man!
Im still considering should I drive back to Kampar this weekend..
Haiz..pray first..
Then..v-camp!!
That was sooooo crazy!!
It was the first time I got the chance to attend an out-door camping I think..
Although I got skin allergic which really annoying me.get me into troubles..
But im thankful
for that.
We all bros and sis did built a stronger relationship after that..
We play together..share together..sleep together..sing together..eat together..dance together..
It was all about learning and growing together!!
Its all about FUN!
And that was the first time experience for me for being a ‘new leader’..
And game planner..
And I got a breakthrough too!haha..
I was so crazy in the character in the skech..
I cant believe when I think back now..
I can be so open and so crazy infront of so many people..
Like siao po like that..
So not me..but I did enjoyed a lot!=)
And Im glad I brought my 2 new housemates there..hehe..
So..im not gonna upload those pics here..theres about thousand of them ..lol
But I’ve uploaded part of them on my fb..
And now..2nd day of cny!
I just came back from kangsar..
The weather is really~whoa!haha..so hot!
Frankly speaking..
I dun have any special feelings towards this year..
Din expect for more angpaus..no crazy shopping for clothes..
Just hope to have nice and sweet time with all the relatives..cousins..babies..and friends..
And yes..i did it for these two days..hehe!pics tell everything..
But something really happening this few weeks..
Parents suspecting me d..
Kept on asking me about my religion now..
I knew that was devil..
Start to work here..
But sorry..i think im not gonna stop here..
I need God as a present in my life..
Im still waiting for the mature timing to let my parents know..
Its near its near I hope..=)
Im gonna start my bible study in church too..after cny..
Busy life start again..
So..i need to play hard rest well this few days..
And start my assignments and study..
Next week start the mid term tests d..
Huh..im not ready..
I need more power!!!!gimme gimme~
Well..theres a person..a face that keep on appearing in my mind..
I miss her laughter..i miss the time we used to be that close..
Im upset about our relationship recently..
I can almost cry yesterday..
So I cant tahan d..finally I called her up..and text her..
Told her what I felt..
And I really hope to ‘renew’ our friendship lk the old days..
Im glad I got the courage to take the first step..
And I also decide to text some of the frens that I din’t contact for a period..
I think that its time for a new change for this new year..
And thank God..i did get some of their replies..=)
It is really a new start for me!!
Good job to me!haha..
For those who received my messages..i dun think they’ll read this..
But SHE..the she is here I think..
So..i’d like to take this opportunity to apologize here..
Im sorry that I wasn;t there for your ups and downs..
I dun care whether it was ur fault or my fault..
I just wan us to be like the old sisters!
Love ya much much!=]
So..im gonna stop here..
Im sorry to my loyal readers too..
Haha..for let you all upsets about letting my blog dead here..
So..stay tuned for the next post..=p
Happy new year and belated valentine’s..
(actually kinda sad of dun have a valentine..but I think dat was just a sudden feeling)
Im happy with my single life now..feel like more independent now..
Some of u may ask..why not find a new target?
Hmm..what to say?i got no feelings to anyone..
And..i dun think I need a relationship now..=)
So..waiting for God’s plan I think..wish me luck la!
Chaoz~x.o.x.o
12:36 AM
Thursday, February 4, 2010
flooded room
i want to move!!
i wanna move out of the mess!!out of 1345!
why?
not because of bad housemates..
not because of high pay rental..
not because of room too small..
then why why why?
im totally extremely definitely mentally physically exhausted!!!
my room is FLOODED!!!
let me start my story from the very beginning..
i've been busy for church stuff since my 1st week..
dedication work project..then v-connect for freshmen..n now is v-camp on this coming weekend..
i was the leader for v-connect..
then now is the logistic,a.k.a game master,a.k.a assistant leader for v-camp..
almost everyday got meeting..stuff for me to do..
my studies already left behind..
n i need much time to catch up..
assignments need to rush before cny..
i was stress enough d!!!
everything notyet settle and i am still ill til now..
can u imagine..?
huh..*sigh*
yesterday night rehearsal til mis night..
i was extremely tired d..skipped a class to take a nap..
and then start doing my work again..
today..finally i thought i got time to at least take a early night..
but that was just wad i THOUGHT!!I THOUGHT!!urgh!!
after my class end at 8pm tonight..
kiat fetch us went to pasar malam..
so relax there about 30mins..
then came home right after that..
when i walk in my room..it was totally dark..and i can feel my floor is wet..its WET!!
then i faster shout joslynn to come and see what is happening to my room..
"isit i forgot to shut my window before i went to class?and the heavy rain make the whole floor of my room flooded..?os inside my heart..and on the light and fan at the same time..
PILI PALA PILI PALA~~~!!!
its raining inside my room!the fan is dropping down the water like raining cats and dogs!
gosh..we both stunned there for a few secs..
the whole ceiling is wet..
the fan is wet..
the floor is wet..
the bed is wet..became water bed..
and some of my boxes in my room is wet..
my shoes are wet..
the small table is wet..and the surface is spoilt..
the wire on the floor is wet..
but i thank God the "thing" between my bed and the small table is SAFE!!
my laptop!it was on the desk..huh..
ok..back to topic..
after the blank out..
i faster called the landlord to come over immediately..
waiting for uncle to come over..
my mind become blank..i duno how to settle it now..
my emotional breaks down..i just cried out..
cry out my stressful feelings inside..
how am i gonna clean this room?
how will my room become after this?
it is flooded now!!how?????!!!!!!
after 5mins past..uncle come..
he also shocked..why is this room happened serious case like this..
my window is closed..
but the problem is the ceiling..
and it nevery happen before..this is the first time only..why why why?
uncle also wondering why there..
and he said he will replace a so called "new" bed for me tomorrow...which is used by "unknown" before..
*geli*
then he said will ask "somebody" to come and repair for me tomorrow..
(and i really hope it is morning..faster help me to settle it..)
and he gone..
i calm down..
start my cleaning work..
SPECIAL THANKS TO YVONNE AND JOSLYNN..
who helped me alots..
yvonne help me to move out everything..
and joslynn provide me a bed and spaces to put some of my stuff in her room tonight..
(yeah..so im the victim tonight and im inside her room now)
after moving everything out..
start to dry out the water on the floor..
and yvonne accomp me to go danish house to ask fow new boxes..
too bad the aunty is cold blooded..
she reject to "sponsor" me not even a small a4-size box..
*fine!*
but God still look after me..
yvonne met one of her ex-classmate..
and she told her we need a box..
"oh..really?i got one inside my car now..do u want it..?"
omg..i was like so grateful u know..
huh..
i really appreciate it alots..
thank you thank you thank you very much..
and i finally settle down my mood..
with a clearer mind-set..
maybe this is a good chance for me to clean my room also..
God will plan for my everything la..
so..hmm..let it be..
clean everything d..then tomorrow only see how d..
depends la..but im definitely gonna purchase a new pillow..
and wash over everything..(included my baby bear..it is smelly with the water on the bed..>.<)
so..im not attending class tomorrow..
i hope i wont be a problem for me..
cuz at night i'll be at church for meeting again..and then sat go camp d..
i duno when is the time for me to rest enough..
and start my assignments and studies..
next week perhaps..*sigh*
stuff that left outside my room..my dear shoes..T.T
my books..notes..text..and food outside the room also..yor..
难民营--jos's room
my water bed..the water had dried abit..i winded it with fan..
my empty room..im gonna miss my "smell" tonight..
the raining fa..with dirt..
this one no comment..yvonne
and this is the victim--逃难-ing..surviving inside jor's room..with a tiring body..
huh..yea..i was in an car accident last week..
see..i still no time to update this on my blog..
maybe after all this mess lar..
but still safe now..
thank God and i pray that God will protect my stuff and mt room that left outside tonight..
no thief will come in..
protect the whole residents of 1345..(since this few weeks many things had happened to 1345)
help me to come out of my difficulties..release my stress..
provide me enough finance to repurchase my stuff..(i need promotion!!)
and of course strenghten me..
to become tougher and tougher..AMEN!
hmm..gonna off now..and sleep.
x.o.x.o
12:10 AM
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
某些人,某些事,某些话。。。
唤醒了对某些人的回忆。。。
某些记忆。。一直被隐埋在内心的最深处。。
某些图片。。永远都不懂得怎么拼凑。。
某些开始。。会是最难的恐惧。。
哭了,并不代表我真的痛了。
爱了,所以才会懂得忍耐。
累了,并不代表我真的放了。
想了,所以才选择等待。
在这样的夜晚里。。
在世界某一角的你。。
是否也会想起我?
因为在这样的夜晚里。。
在世界某一角的我。。
开始向你了。
12:50 AM