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Monday, January 11, 2010

week2 of my sem break

5th jan..my mum's birthday..

planned to cook a dinner for my family..

mum call me cook pasta so i cooked pasta lo..

prepared for the whole afternoon..n clean the house..

just wana make her happy..

went to tesco buy the food at the night before dat day..

used up RM50++..

just for a dinner..geng..>.<

but i really put many things into the sauce la..

meat..mushroom..anions..

and den bought nuggets for my little bro..

and me n my bro share a cake..

everything is so perfect until my mum come back with my little bro..

keep on scolding him for not ready to bath..to do homework..bla bla bla..

then gone liao lo..wad celebration oso dun have..

she din even touch my dinner!

i reali very disappointed..

but...*speechless!*

huh..anyway..happy birthday mama..

hope she'll get my心意can d..

then..finally went to badminton..

asked sigina they all go for so many times d..

but they always failed to keep the appointment..gek si me!

argh..n finally hua thiam called up..

nice to sweat again..

since i always sick..

good for me to sweat..aiks..*cough cough*

den days as usual..

doing chores at home..

watch my favourite singing contest..movies..

until saturday..

dear sia organised a gathering..

she invited more than 100 people..

but end up 15person attended only..

herher..honestly..i oso dun feel like going..

lazy to tidy up and everything..lol..

but give her face lo..i know she sure want me to attend..

i just planned to wear a shirt,shorts,and sandal to attend at first..

and then sia asked me how i dress in the afternoon..

then she say must follow the dress code..girls must wear white or pink shirt..

gosh..i panic!my whote shirt is still washing..n pink..noway!

i reject to change anything la..but she forced me to change at last..

haiz..so..i just attended with a white blouse with sandal!haha..=p

*im a weido*

eee..about the gathering..quite nice..to meet up with some of them..

not too large amount of people make us more easier to talk..

actually i din talk much there..just keep on taking photo only..

see..sia dress so formal..lol..she say shes the host..

i like this the most..we're actually looking at another cam..hah!

wooshh~!acting..=p i like to lights anyway..

a good bye kiss..=p

then around 10pm..they say wana go ktv..

hmm..just follow them..

guess what?the first time i din sing much in the ktv..no mood to sing..

because im playing with the slr..jun hong's..

haha..trying this and that..

but his cam gt problem d..

very hard to capture..so..theres some pics shoot by me..

(some by my own cam)

my 100plus..their heineken..and my bible..lol

the night view from sky bar..

hotel felmington..

haha..dis one!the right second i take..when they're singing祝福..sing soooo hard man!

lol..i duno who singing d..but adrian give the bad comment..

my notes..was actually trying the light..haha

so..after an hour of capturing pics in the ktv..

back home d lo..

sia still wana organise another gathering during cny..

since dis is the unsuccessful one..lol

**knock!knock!**

wake up!wake up!

mums calling in the early 7.30am on the sunday morning..

was told wana go penang..

to visit my aunty's new house..

to go极乐寺..

and to shopping..

so..went to pick my granma up to take breakfast and start our journey to penang..

they first go to eat dim sum again with my aunt..

she hired a new maid..

and my grandma was there to actually help her to train the maid..

but end up many funny funny things..

grandma was trained by the maid..?lol..

they are very unsatisfy with the maid anyway..

so my mums very worry for them..*no comment*

but this makes me think about my maid last time--sripah!

a 18years old kakak..

first time come out to town..

new to everything..lol..

done alot of funny things..she run in a very funny way too..=p

abit miss her too..

then after dat..we headed to queensbay mall..

guess what?i got no mood to shop at all..

because of some problem(family stuff..again)

1st time go shopping din shop at all..

until mum force me to shop..help me to choose..

then only buy a blouse at last..

wana buy nichii dress and a shirt in the beginning..but no my size d..>.<

end up a blouse for cny only..

den after 3hours time..went to my have lunch and went to my aunt's house d..

it is so biggg..and elegant..

the 3rd house for them d..we had a rest there..

then my mum they wana go极乐寺d..

i rejected to go..was reali no mood and hot..

so i gave my place to my grandma..

and i chose to rest at aunt's house..

then my aunt say wana bring me to prangin mall..

i just follow them there..

and meet up with them again..

prangin mall..used to shop there..

but not this time..really had a bad time there..>.<

i accomp my bro to buy his clothes..

and guess what?the first shop lot he bring me in..

was the shop i get the first couple shirt in the life time!

i was like..oh my god!!@#$%^&*

get in the shop 5seconds..and the feelings really strange..

many things pop out..

cant tahan!and i jump out rught after 5seconds..urgh..damn..hate thinking all this and that..

nonsence!

and this ruined everything..

din buy anything there..

there're too many shadows there..

the photo machine..

the restaurant..urgh..

it was so suffering..i need fresh air!

huh...

finally we rest at a new restaurant there..(becuz its new..so nothing there..=p)

had our dinner there..

i din take anything there..

just share a plate of rice with grandma..

it was the time i can relax the most for the whole tiring day..

because they talked many things there..

grandma was talking about my small time..

when she accomp me to kinder garden when i was 3..

and how and how..=)

i was so xing fu that time..for my life time i think..

nothing to worry..

can go to sunday school also..

so nice de life..

and then got maid after that..

everything is great in the memories..

and then go to primary school..

and get to know shi ying there..

and the days with alot of activities..becuz of many competitions..

and everyone knows me there..lol..*ss..?*

until secondary school..start to have many problems..

days started to flow up and down..

get to know sia and sigina there..

had my first love after that..that sweet and painful one..

dah!wake up from the flash back..

then grandma keep on telling stories there..

then talking about my grandpa..

grandma plan to buy their坟墓..

urgh..im so scared to think about that..

im so afraid to atmit its time to prepare..

in this time..i just want NOBODY to leave me!

NOBODY!and i mean it..

i just cant take this now..

i know i cant stop it..but pls!i just duwan anything to happen to anyone around me..

the elderly..frens or..anyone..

the one i love..

the one i care..

the one i know..

the one who have sweet or bad memories..everyone..i dun care its who..

nobody is going to leave me!!T.T

i duwan...!!!

i duno how am i going to face this thing in my life..

i still want them to see how i grow up..

the time i graduate..

the time i introduce my boyfriend to them..

the time i get married..

many many things i still wana share with them..

i dun dare to think..

it already makes me cry..

im really afraid of deadness..

deadness of the people around me..

i rather that im the one to leave..but i duwan to face anything like this..

thats all!T.T

huh...siao liao..duno what am i writing now..

this should be a happy post..

hmm..nothing to say lastly..

this is my bro..ss with my cam..

nowadays..kids are really too active and smart..@.@

say peace!

x.o.x.o

5:40 PM

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