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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

dear love..
im so lost because of you..
i cant believe what i saw with my own sight..
i cant believe what i heard with my own ears..
was really pain getting all that emotions..
i hate those conflicting mind thinking and heart feelings..
when im facing with the truth..
i know..
..that i cant deny from loving you..
i feel so ashame..
ashame of myself..what i've done..
T.T
for yes..i hate being so emotional..
its them time for me to release again..
Farther Lord..
i know You want me to face all this..
i know You've given many tests and circumtances for me..
but im really sorry..
i din do what You ask me to do..
i din obey to follow Your words..
because im afraid..i admit..im a coward..
but i promise..the next time You ask me to face it..
i wont wana hide again..
pls help me to get out from this complex feelings..
this is what i need to do..
Amen!
3:47 PM