complex ceation which is faithfully made.

READ me and you'll know who i am and who am i.

you know you love me.

this is the first time..i face our 'end' bravely.
i jz viewed my fren's blog..
all the sweet moment were recorded there..
it breaks my heart once again..

since when..nobody will say good night to me in the night again?
i have to be honest that..
i miss you alots..
i miss the way u hold my hands..
i miss your words which will comfort me each and everytime..
i miss the way u say u love me..
i miss your warmth when im in your arms..
i miss the time when u act like a spoiled child..
i miss the time you sing to me..
i just can't let go all of the times..

for times..
u promised me you'll never let go of me..
u promised that u'll love me forever n ever..
u promised that im the only one in your life..
i trusted ur words so much..
n it became my pain now..
should i regret?
you will never understand my feeling..
you will never know how deep is my love..

u wanted me to promise that i wont let u go after we seperate for our studies..
but now..
you're the one who broke the promise..
until this moment..
i still cant believe u treated me lkdis..
i cant accept this is the one that i love?
this is the one who loved me that much before?
this is the one who be in my dream?
whis is the one who gave my hopes..

is this a 'comma' or a 'full stop' for u n me?
who knows?
can anyone tel me the answer?
i know..if you call me dear once again..
my hearts melt..
but everything changed..
my hearts broken..
u just break it so cruelly..
n never look back to me anymore..
u just turn around n walked away..
to the way u wana go..
not to the future we wanted anymore..
everythings gone..

the first photo of us..


the last photo of u n me..




解伟苓-放逐爱情


有时候我真的觉得好寂寞
虽然你什麽都没说只是紧紧的抱着我
却轻轻对我说我只是普通的朋友
爱的感觉不同付出的爱没有结果

想不透我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步

被放逐在寒冷的边际
去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理所谓的不公平
静静的离去轻轻的闭上眼睛

想不透我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步



被放逐在寒冷的边际

去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜

不再理所谓的不公平

静静的离去轻轻的闭上眼睛


静静的摆在那里



p/s:说放下了是骗人的。但是这次我会记得靶心上锁。加油！嘉馨！



泪流了，情也淡了。
花枯了，心也死了；
泪干了，缘也尽了。
花谢了，心被封闭了。